YILING

2008-11-03T11:24:00.002+08:00

I've moved~
I've moved~
I've moved~

http://lyiling.livejournal.com

2008-10-25T20:29:00.003+08:00

Happy Eleventh Anniversary Dear (:

It has been real long since i last blog. Well, O level started. Practical, Chemistry, English, Maths paper 1, finished. I think i screwed up all the papers. Even my most confident paper ; Math. Initially, i thought i could get an A1 for my paper 1. Cause i find its rather easy. It ain't that difficult as i thought. But after i recap through what i've done. I found out that there is some careless mistakes. ): Its unforgiveable for me! I shouldn't have made such mistakes! I so want to curse & swear myself. But then again, its over. No point freting over it. Now, I have to chiong maths paper 2 like mad. I'm so gonna get at least an A2. Though my goal is to get an A1. But hopefully i can get an A. Cause i'm weak in paper 2 & it always pull my grades down.
Ok, enough of ranting. Next will be Art, Physics, maths paper 2, Social studies, Science paper 1 & i can officially annouce EXAMS ENDED!

PS: Amaths students. This is my sister's tuition website. She have worked out the answer for Amaths paper 1&2. But the question paper is from the Sec 4Express. So, if you're sec 5 students, there might be some different questions due to the change of syllbus. You may want to take a look at it. ( If you sill remember your answers.)http://www.oleveltuition.com/2008amathp1p2.htm

Today, meet up with Bebe in the morning at around 8plus. Bused over to Bishan & had breakfast at long john. Its been real long since i had breakfast in long john. Love the breakfast there but its somewhat oily. But still, its nice!
After that, as its still early, we sat down & chit-chatted. Waitting for GV to open.
Caught the show - High School Musical 3. Its freaking nice. Cannot miss it. The songs are super nice. Anyone has it? Send me please!
After movie, went over to the bubble tea shop. To have our bubble tea & waffles. Miss the waffles there. Its nice.
Walked around & looked at mp3. Then trained over to Amk. Walked awhile & we parted at about 6plus. As bebe got to go work. So, can't accompany me whole day. But its ok, i understand. Guess the next time we meet up will be either tuesday. If not, Maybe thursday. So gonna miss you like crazy (:

Guess i'm stopping here for now. Going to do my art now.
Goodbye people.

Though so much things had happened.

I'm really glad that we pull through every single problem.

I hope we'll stay like this for as long as we can.

Like what you said, no misunderstanding, no quarrels. Only laughter, jokes.

Thanks for always giving in due to my stubboness.

I really appreciate what you've done for me, really.

I Love You Dear.

Happy anniversary once again.

2008-10-12T21:21:00.004+08:00

Tmr is our graduation day, like finally.
Few months back, when we got to know when is our graduation day, it felt like it'll take years to reach. but in a blink of eyes, it is tmr.
I miss school suddenly, search me. Though i got to wake up everyday at 5plus just to prepare for school & i swear its damn tiring. But now when i think back, i've done this for 5years without me knowing. Its like i got use to it unknowingly even though i always whine that i'm very tired cause i woke up early.
This coming thursday is O level practical & next monday is the first O level written paper.
I can't wait for O level to end & i want to work! Broke now ):

Mmms, thought of changing blogger to livejournal. Have been thinking of this for months but haven't get any of it done yet. Cause i'm busy & lazy to do. Maybe after o's i'll change it to livejournal.
Well, guess i'll just blog till here.

Goodbye.

2008-09-12T13:06:00.002+08:00

Alright, it has been quite long since i last updated.
& Wanfong is complaining about me not updating ;x ( Joking! Ha! )
Since i'm free now, so decided to update abit.

Today is the last paper of prelims. & i shall say Prelims is over already. ( Finally! ) But O level is merely just a month away. ):
Guess got to struggle for another 2more months before i could say '' EXAMS OVER!" Hais. ):
Stress is getting over me. So much wanted to shout my lungs out! ):
Today's combined science paper 1 is somewhat easy. An hour paper & we're release. Headed to the library as our humanities teacher wants to see us.
As usual, i failed my combined humanities.
After that when i walk out of the library, grey clouds are showing. So, went to the toilet first before getting out of the school.
But, damn unlucky! The moment i step out of the toilet, heavy downpour! ):
Only jieying had the umbrella. Wanted to ask OM to open the side gate for us as there is shelter. But OM says can't. So, waited awhile & then the rain got smaller.
Shared umbrella wtih jieying & bused home.

Well, going for tuition later at 4pm.
I think i'm going to prepare for tuition now.
Goodbye people.

P/S : Wanfong! I've updated! Haha.

2008-08-25T21:37:00.002+08:00

Happy 9th Months Anniversary My Dear! :D

ILOVEYOU!

2008-08-24T18:15:00.004+08:00

Didn't thought of blogging today. But i'm freaking boring now. So, ya, came to kill a little bit of my time.
Supposed to have english tuition today. But because Nelle is ill so tuition was cancel.
Get well soon, Nelle.
Actually planned to meet up with Bebe today. But because of the freaking rain, meet up was cancelled. ): ''Rain rain go away, come again another day.''
My mood has been really down recently. I have no idea why.
Prelim starts tmr & i hope it'll end soon, real soon.
After that it'll be O'level & here comes my freedom. Ha!

Before i end my post,
tmr is also the 9 month anniversary with Bebe besides the starting of my prelim. Much loves!

Goodbye.

PS: Less updates from now on till my exams are over. Unless i've time & i'm not tired. This, i promise you Bebe.

2008-08-16T23:52:00.002+08:00

Didn't touch the computer for days. As i'm really tired by the time when i get home & i rushed my preparatory work for my art prelim till i'm totally drained up.
Didn't have enough sleep. But one thing that made me felt ease is that the art prelim is over yesterday!
Though the final work that i've done which i sat there for three hours sucks to the core & i handed up with unfinished preparatory work, i'm still glad that its over now.
I'm gonna fail this art prelim for sure but who cares? Lol, Its only prelim & this is for our practice. Guess for the real paper 2, i'll really put in my effort to do the preparatory work.
My canvas is not finish yet. Due date is on monday & after prelim, we only left five freaking days to complete my canvas. Hope that i'll complete it by then.

After the exam was over yesterday, i trained over to my sister's house for tuition. My brain went blank & the system seemed to have shut down. It's not working! Probably i'm too tired as i've not enough sleep. Tuition ends at around 7pm & headed home.
Actually planned to meet Bebe up but Bebe says that i'm tired & we'll be meeting up the next day ( which is today, saturday.) so, we decided not to meet up after my tuition.

Today, met Bebe at YioChuKang mrt station & then we bused to bishan.
Bought movie tickets- Meet dave. A rather nice comedy. Rated 3.5/5.
After movie, we bused back to Amk & walked around & have our dinner.
Accompany Bebe back to YioChukang & then we parted.
Back home & have finished my homework for tmr's tuition.
& now, i'm here to update a little.

Guess i'm updating till here. My eyes are closing & i've got tuition tmr morning.
So...
Goodnight friends.

2008-08-12T16:30:00.002+08:00

Alright, back from school.
Indeed. An A1 is definitely FAT HOPE! I thought i will not even get at least a B3 or B4.
But to my surprise, i got an A2 with distinction of my oral. I'm quite contented with my result.
Guess i'm not gg to retake it. Kinda reluctant to take it once more.
So, ya. Just stick with an A2 then.
Friends, if you ain't got a distinction, don't give up alright. I'm sure you guys will be able to do better the next time round. JIAYOU!

From tmr onwards, there will be a Night study programme. It will start at 6pm & ends at 8pm.
It is for our own revision. so we can choose to go or not to go. This will continue untill our O level ends. Actually it is quite a good programme but then the venue is in the canteen. So, not really interested. Lol.
Felt quite relieve now. One subject down for me to worry.
This friday having my art prelim after school. Guess i need to go get my prep work done now.

Goodbye.

Missing my Bebe much.

Love you!

2008-08-11T22:04:00.002+08:00

A long weekend just fly pass. & tmr will have to return to school again.
Tmr is the day releasing of O level chinese result.
Hoping to get A1 but then... FAT HOPE!
Think i'm going to retake for the second time.

Guess i won't be updating so often already.
Got to go sleep already.
Goodbye.

2008-08-08T21:50:00.002+08:00

080808, a nice number of today. Didn't attend school today. Slept till 9plus & couldn't get to sleep anymore. As i kept wake up in the middle of my sleep. Its quite irritating.
Went for tuition at 3pm & left my sister's house at about 530pm.

After days of not seeing bebe, today finally get to see bebe already. Dinner & then walked around. Wanted to play pool but kpool was full of people.
Movie was pack with people too. So decided to walk around & then we parted.
Online chatting with Bebe now & tmr i'm meeting up with bebe again after my tuition.
;DD

Tmr is Singapore's 43th birthday. Wish Singapore Happy birthday in advance.
Happy National Day to all!

Guess i'm stopping here for now.
Goodbye.

You're my sweetest love.

Love you!

2008-08-07T18:44:00.002+08:00

Woke up quite late today. 615am! Rushed & get prepared to go to school.
Today was like an art day for me.
Was in the art room whole day untill the last period then went back to class for social studies lesson.
After school, had geography supplementry & then chemistry after that.
Home straight away after chemistry ends.
Mom & dad went to TTSH to visit grandma. Left my two nephews & myself at home now.
Hope grandma will recover soon.

A rather short post for today i guess.
Got to go & do my work now.
Goodbyes.

Bebe, i'm missing you much.

I miss your everything.

2008-08-06T19:13:00.002+08:00

Yesterday recieved a news saying that our art prelim will be pushed forward to NEXT WEEK!
& we got to know what to do only yesterday. We only got a week plus to finish our preparatory work. ): HELPPPPP MEEEEEE!!! Dying because of art soon. Haven't finish painting my canvas yet. D:
School today was fine(?)
After school, math supplementry was cancelled due to the comprehension course.
It's a really good course indeed but because of my flu attack, i can't really concentrate that well.
So, seems like only half of it went into my head i guess.
Cramps is killing me, flu is killing me, headache is killing me, everything is killing me!!!!

My mind went blank & i don't know what to blog about already.
So...
Goodbye!

I'm missing you badly.

I wonder how i'd survived without seeing you for the entire week!

Bebe, i need youuuuuu~

2008-08-03T21:03:00.002+08:00

Alright, it has been a week since i last updated. It has been a tiring week.
By the time i got home, i've got no extra energy to use the com. So, ya. Left my blog to grow spider web for a week.
Wanted to blog yesterday, but was plain lazy to do so. Though i slept at 2am last night.
Caught 'The Mummy'' yesterday with Baby. Rated 3.5/5 stars. Its a two hour show. Not bad, Quite worth watching.

Today is a very fine day. Everything goes smoothly. :D
Woke up at 8plus & i don't feel a little tired. I'm wide awake. Waited for Baby to call me before i went to take my shower & prepare for my tuition which is at 1030am.
After tuition, met up with Baby at Yio ChuKang Mrt station & we bused to amk.
Slacked & then had dinner at Kfc.
While we were eating halfway, i smelled of fishball noodle in the Kfc suddenly. I told Baby & he laughed at me. Saying that i'm thinking too much. Well, i thought that i was thinking too much initially too. But, moment later, I saw a mother who is just diagonally opposite me feeding her child with fishball noodle. I asked Baby to look at it & both of us burst into laughter.
After eating, saw my cousin. Chatted awhile & off we go to popular. As i wanted to get a black pen.
But the queue is too long & i'm only getting a pen, so i put back the pen & headed to Sembawang Bookstore.
Then walked back to Yck mrt station with Baby & we parted.
What a smooth day & i love it (:

Well, got to put a full-stop here.
Goodbyes.

2008-07-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

Out with Baby today.
Caught -The X files. Not really nice ( thats what both Baby & me thinks. )
Walked from Bishan to Amk. & chatted alot. Hehee, our chit-chat sessions. Lol.
Parted with Baby at about 10plus.
Had a great day with Baby today.

Just now, Marissa asked me to read a blog of a girl whom her boyfriend died recently in army.
Read her blog & its freaking sad. Tears almost roll down my cheeks.
& after reading it, i felt that life is really unpredictable, really.
Your loved ones may be standing in front of you, joking happily with you at this moment.
Next moment, your loved ones may not have the chance to joke with you anymore.
We ought to really treasure, cherish our best friends, good friends, family, boyfriend, girlfriend & whoever is in your life.
We'll never know when they'll leave us.
& i really admire that girl for staying so freaking strong. ( Applause for her! )
If it was me, i really don't know what to do. I don't think i'll be as strong as her.

Guess i'm stopping her for now.
Nights.

Guess i ought to do some self-reflection on myself.

2008-07-25T23:51:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 8th MONTHS ANNIVERSARY BABY!

A rather tough month we had.
But i'm glad we made it through.
I love you & i've always do.
Never shall we part. <3333

2008-07-23T22:17:00.003+08:00

Alright, i've just finish doing my homework & decides to spend a little time to update my blog.
It has been days since i last updated.
Didn't use computer for the past few days.
Things has been gg on well for Baby & me. & i'm really glad.
Just 2more days & it will be our 8th month anniversary.
I love you dear (:

Been so exhauted recently. Lack for rest, more pressure!
Tried my best to not fall asleep in class. & i realise that especially when it comes to English lesson, i tend to dose off. I have no idea why also.
Mom went for an eye operation today. Hope she's feeling better now. Though she didn't have to stay in hospital.
Guess my time now are mostly occupied by school, tuition & helping out at home to do some housework?
Sorry Baby, for spending less time with you. I promise i'll spent more time with you when i have time alright. Love you ;DDD

Well, guess i'll blogged till here.
Got to tug into bed, headache is killing me.
Goodbye.

2008-07-17T22:22:00.002+08:00

After days since those unhappy things happened.
Everything is fine now.
Baby, I love you.
Cherish this chance & this relationship, will you?
You know what's my phobia & i'm really scare & felt insecure.
No more tears & sorrows.
Only smiles from now on, alright?
We'll only have happy memories from now on.
I love you.

Friends, no worries. I'm fine now.
Marissa ;
Thanks for your concern, sister. Everything is fine now.
Be there for you when you need me. Loves!

Priscilla ;
Really surprise that you actually tag me despite of what happen previously.
Anyway, thanks for your concern. Takecare. Though we aren't close now.

Beeyen ;
Laopo po, thanks for your concern & advices.
Remember, anything you can come to me. I'll be there for you.
I'm just numbers away. Just text/call me.

I'm so glad to have these friends. Though some aren't close with me already.
& of course, I'm glad to have Baby by my side.

Assure me that my decision is not the wrong one.

Assure me that in future, things will not go wrong.

Assure me that things i'm afraid of, won't happen again.

I love you.

2008-07-14T22:32:00.004+08:00

I miss the time when we coincidentally bump into each other ever since we broke up that time.
I miss the time when you send me to work.
I miss the time when you fetch me back from work.
I miss the tme when you decides not to go to work as you know that i'm not feeling well.
I miss the tme when we spent late nights outside.
I miss the time when I sleep in your embrace.
I miss the time when you nag at me, asking me to takecare of myself.
I mss the time when we quarrelled but still fine in the end.
I miss the way you keep me from cold when i'm shivering.
I miss the way you looked at me.
I miss the way you hug me so closely to you.
I miss the way you sealed me with your kisses.
I miss.. I miss your everything.
There are too much things to mention that i miss.

Heartaches, tears & more tears.
I love you so much that i could tolerate anything more that i thought.
I love you so much that i could change for you.
But..
After 7months & 19days, things changed.
Friends are telling me that they envy us. Saying that both of us are so sweet.
But, in a blink of eyes, everything just changed.
I never expect this to happen.
I can't accept the fact. I don't know how to forget everything & continue.
I don't know, i really don't know.
Till now, i'm still shocked & stun.
Guess the old me will be back again.
No more smiles coming from the bottom of my heart.
I thought tears dried up.
But today, no matter when i'm bathing, lessons, when i'm beside you,tears dropped uncontrollably.
My heart hurts, it really hurts alot.
It left a deep wound in my heart which i don't know when it will be healed.

I left, not because i don't love you anymore.
You know why.
Boy, i'm still not over you.
I don't know if we will be continueing this story of ours or not.
But still, i love you.

PS : Don't bother to ask me what happen.

2008-07-11T23:43:00.002+08:00

School today was good. After school left school immediately already.
As my art teacher wasn't in school for our supplementry, so decided not to go for my art.
Bused to Amk hub & met Baby.
Had our lunch & then Baby accompany me to go back & get changed.
Baby waited for me & we bused to Bishan after that.
Both of us was so tired that we dose off in the bus. Reached bishan & headed over for bubble tea with pudding (:
Had fried ice-cream too. The fried ice-cream there is not bad oh.

Slacked around untill 4plus & Baby accompanied me to my sister's house.
I went for my tuition while baby waited for me to finish my tuition.
Tuition ends at 6pm. & met up with baby again.
Went to catch a movie - Hancock. Pretty nice show. Worth watching.
Cinema was freaking cold that i was shivering. Get out of J8 immediately after movie to get some warmth.
Baby said he wanted to eat McSpicy. So walked to Macdonald. But it was packed with human being! Lol. So trained back to Amk to have McSpicy.
After eating, accompained Baby to wait for cab & i bused home.
Great day today.Though my eyes was a little tired due to my contact lens.

Guess i'm stopping here for now. Starting to get tired already.
Nights.

2008-07-10T22:52:00.002+08:00

Been days since i last update. Was tired & lazy. ;x
School today was normal. After school, Geography remedial.
& then chemistry remedial.
After that, rushed to bishan for tuition. Tuition at 5pm & i left school at 430pm. Luckily i'm not late for my tuition.
Met baby after that. Dinner at Pizzahut. ( Thanks baby.) Had a great dinner with baby today.
Walked around Bishan & baby accompanied me to wait for bus.
& we parted.

Suddenly felt so suffocating.
Will be having intensive math tuition every week. Which means, whenever my sister have time & i'm free from school, i'll be gg for math tuition.
My art, finish drawing on the canvas & i got to finish painting by 31 July. & i left with 21days to finish it. & i haven't even start painting. Oh, Freak! Hopefully i can finish by then. Or i shoudn't have say ''~~Hopefully~~''. Its a must & i have to finish it by then. I believe i can do it.
My other subjects, which i think i have lots of room for improvements.
Freaking hell, so much things to do & so little time for me. ):

Got to stop here for now.
Goodbye.

Thanks Baby, for your support.

Be it mentally or physically.

Much appreciated!

Love you to the maxxxxxx!

Thanks for everything silly.

2008-07-07T20:28:00.002+08:00

No school today.
Slacked at home the whole day.
Watched Hongkong drama- Heart of Greed. Really nice show.
Nothing much for today.
Spelled it B-O-R-E-D! ):

Goodbye.

I miss Baby much.

2008-07-06T22:53:00.002+08:00

Back from meeting Baby (:
Actually there was tuition today. But my tuition teacher last minute had something on, so tuition was cancelled.
Met Baby at 12plus.
Settled down at Mos burger. Intend to do homework, but end up i didn't do any. Ha!
Baby was hungry so went over to the market to eat. But it was packed like sardine.
So, decided to go other place to eat.
Saw Eugene working, so sat down & bought food from him. Only Baby ate as i was not hungry.
After that walked around & slacked.

In the late afternoon, Eugene called up & ask if we want to have pool session. So agreed & met him at Kpool.
8ft, played for an hour or so. Left at 7pm. Baby & i accompanied Eugene to walked back to his workplace. On the way, both of them keep shooting me. Evil! Lol.
Both Baby & me were hungry & Eugene asked us to try the western food from the stall he is working.
Thought for awhile & decided to try the food out.
I had Seafood Marinara & Baby had Chicken cutlet. The food there was nice ( two thumbs up!)
Had bubble tea after that & walked around Amk hub.

Around 8plus went to wait for bus. Accompanied Baby to YioChuKang interchange & then took bus back home.
Here am i blogging (:
No school tmr. As it was holiday for YouthDay. ;DD
Gonna rest at home for the whole day i guess.

Goodbye.

2008-07-03T22:30:00.002+08:00

Alright, O level chinese oral today.
Freaking hell, can say goodbye to my distinction already. The question of the conversation is really unpredictable. I was so stun when i heard of the quesiton. Ok, enough of the oral. Makes me feel kind of down but forget it, its over.
After oral, baby said that he will be booking out late today. So, decided not to meet up & i bused home.
Reached home & slacked. Bathed & when i came out of my bath, everyone was out. Left me all alone at home.
At that point of time, i felt real down & lonely. I don't know why. Seems like everything isn't going well. & wanted so much to see Baby.
So, told baby & he call up. He asked if i want him to come over & accompany me. But i said i'll go amk to meet up with him instead. Quickly got changed & out to meet baby.
Headed over to Kpool. 9ft & then 8ft. 8ft is still much easier to play.
Played till 930pm & then we parted.

Got to tug into bed soon.
Goodnights.

2008-07-02T12:05:00.004+08:00

Before i'm off to do my homework, just went to view one of my senior's blog. & saw this personality test.

Can give it a try.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

( Quite true! )

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Alright, really have to proceed to do my homework now.
Goodbye.
& I miss Baby much! (Pouts!)

2008-07-02T11:15:00.003+08:00

No school today ;DD
All thanks to Toh LiPing ; last year's N level top student. Because she brought glory to the school, so principal had decided to declare today as holiday.
Yesterday, supplementry was cancelled. Due to the musical thingy.
Homed straight after school. Prepared & get changed, bused to Yio Chu Kang to wait for Baby.
Met up with Baby, cabbed over to Thomson Plaza. As he report lost of his atm card, so went to get a new one. Walked around Thomson Plaza & settled down at Kfc.
Then, bused back to amk hub. Caught movie - Wanted. Rated 3/5.
At first heard from some friends that it was a nice movie. Then view other friends blog & they says its not very nice. Its contridicting. So, after watching it, it's only so-so. To me, its rather confusing. But the tattoo was great. ( Although i don't really like tattoo that much )

After movie, walked around & then decided to play pool for awhile.
Headed to Kpool, no more 8ft. So played 9ft instead. Its been real long since i played 9ft. But lucky enough, i won for the first round (: Hehee.
After that, saw there's 8ft so quickly changed to 8ft.
Played till 11pm & then home sweet home.
Had a great day with baby (:

Having tuition later on at 4pm. Off to do my homework already.
Byeeeeee

2008-06-29T20:16:00.002+08:00

Tuition at 9am today. Was so reluctant to wake up. Off my alarm & went back to sleep again. Untill my mom came to wake me up.
Bathed & prepared. Dad sent me to Sengkang- my tuition teacher's house.
Reached there, Marissa & I was laughing like hell. All because of my tuition teacher, Nelle.

Nelle's dad : What you want to eat?
Nelle : ( Think for very long)... Buy 12 satay for me.
Nelle's dad : Ok, what type you want?
Nelle : The normal one lo.
Nelle's dad : The normal ones?
Nelle : Ya.
Nelle's dad : You mean satay or otah?
Nelle : Oh, no no. It's otah!

During the conversation, both Marissa & I was like '' Huh? What she talking." Cause normally we have otah during tuition time & she said satay. Lol. & when she said satay, I was thinking, early in the morning where got sell satay? Ha!
We laughed for almost 10minutes. The expression of Nelle is hilarious.
During tuition, we had individual oral practice. & i'm lack of confident during oral. Which is quite true. Got to buck up on my oral. Got to get high marks for that.

After tuition, bused back to Amk hub. Met up with Baby. Settled down at Mos burger & i did my homework. But didn't finish it. & tmr is the deadline. Don't know why but when i looked at the questions i just don't feel like doing it. Only manage to finish composition.
Was quite tired & i actually dose off in Mos burger. Ha!
We parted at about 7plus. & here am i blogging.
Again, tmr is monday. Which means school! Sigh. Hectic school work again. ):

Thats all for today.
Goodbyeeeeeeeeeeee.

I Love You, Endlessly.

& I miss you badly.

2008-06-28T23:06:00.002+08:00

Another day out with Baby today.
Woke up at 8plus by baby's call. Then rest awhile more & then prepare to go library to meet up with Baby.
Spent the whole day in library.
Fall asleep halfway in the library. Was too tired.
Leave the library at about 7plus & went to have dinner.
Headed to the Mos burger to get Peach Tea & slacked.
Again, chit-chats all the way. Hehee (:
We parted at about 9plus.
Although its a real simple day, but still, i enjoys it.
Loves you Baby.

Got to continue with my art final draft now.
Goodbyeeee.

2008-06-27T21:30:00.004+08:00

I'm so freaking shag! Woke up a little bit later than usual. Quickly rush to prepare for school.
School today was a little bit relax. After school, had art supplementry.
Finished 1/3 of my final draft & i got to rush this final draft like hell. As teacher says that i have to start my canvas next week. & its a MUST! ):

Today, F&N students had their O level practical exams. Can see all of them putting 100% effort into it. Hope all of them pass. (:
Tried some of the food they cook. Some taste pretty yummy! Hehee.
Took some photo of it.

Jieying's pancake. Lol.

Jieying's apple crumble ( First attempt)

Jieying's Chicken casserole. ( First attempt, Thumbs up!)

Penny's basin after her practical.

Shaun's ''Bobo Briyani''. Lol. It's Nasi Briyani!

After that, went to meet up with Baby. Had waffles & peach tea.
We sat down & chit-chats all the way (:
We parted at around 8plus. While i'm on the way home, don't know why but i felt that the journey home takes a longer time than usual.
Sorry Baby, can't accompany you longer. As i'm quite tired today.
I Love You Dear.

Goodbyeeeeeeee.

2008-06-25T16:26:00.002+08:00

School today were still alright.
Quite tired, nearly fall asleep in class.
After school had Math remedial in school. Today's lesson only untill 330pm.
Home sweet home after that.

Will be gg to meet baby later on. :DDDD

Happy 7th Months Anniversary Baby.
Time really flies.
Its already been 7th month since we been together.
& i totally agree dear.
It felt like we just started our relationship yesterday.
I Love you. & I'll always do.
Once again, happy 7th months anniversary dear.
214 days of love.

2008-06-23T16:52:00.006+08:00

BACK TO SCHOOL!

First day of school. As usual, spot check on our grooming. Luckily i didn't got caught. (:
Pe lessons on the freaking first day of school. Took height & weight. & freak! I gain 1kg ;c
Sigh! Gonna cut down on all sinful food already!
Lessons were quite bored as usual. & from tmr onwards, we'll only end school at freaking 430pm! What the hell! That's gonna be super duper tired! ):
Anyway, shall end my post for now. As i'm having tuition soon. ( Wonder if my tuition teacher still remember our tuition?) Lol.

HECTIC SCHOOLDAYS ARE COMING!!

[Edited!]

Indeed, my tuition teacher forgot that there's tuition today & was stuck in meeting. So, tuition was cancelled today. Marissa just came here to read magazine & went back home. Lol.
Out to meet Baby for dinner. Slacked & then we parted. Reached home at about 9plus.
Packed my things & everything & guess i'm gonna sleep soon.
Nights people.

Its so heart wrenching to see you like that.
I really can't bear to see you like that
& its beyond my means to help.
Tears filled within my eyes.
& deep down,I abhor/detest that bloody bitch.
Sorry that i got to use ugly words like this
But i just can't think of other words to replace those ugly words.
No matter what, you still have me dear.
I love you & i'll always do.

2 more days
You made my heart skip a beat.

2008-06-21T23:59:00.002+08:00

Back from having dinner with Baby (:
Walked around Bishan to see what food to eat. Everywhere were packed with people. As it was dinner time. So, no choice but to have fastfood for dinner.
End up, we settled down at Macdonald. Mac spicy meal for me & Grilled Chicken Foldover meal for Baby. After eating, i accompanied Baby back to Pasir ris.
Then Baby accompany me to wait for bus & we parted.
Reached home at 11pm.
& i'm feeling quite awake now despite i've slept real late last night. What the hell is wrong with me. );

Goodbyeeeeeeeeee

4 more days...

You're the love of my life.

2008-06-21T19:07:00.002+08:00

Currently at my sister house blogging.
Had a pretty difficult time to sleep yesterday night. I don't know why too.
Slept at 4plus. Woke up at 11plus with umpteem times of waking up in the middle of my sleep.
Intend to do homework at home but its kinda noisy, can't concentrate. So, messaged my sister to ask if there's any room that is not occupied so that i could do my homework alone.
& yes! There's room for me to do my work. So, quickly bath & bused to bishan.
Reached at about 2plus. Start doing my homework till about 5plus. Brain not generating well & can't concentrate. So, stopped doing my work already. Finish 3/4 of my work.

Am now waiting for Baby. Hehee. Meeting Baby for dinner.
Maybe update again when i'm back home?

2008-06-20T22:54:00.003+08:00

Back from meeting Baby ;DDD
Woke up quite late today. 12pm! It's been so long since i slept till so late.
Used com for awhile & then went to prepare & out to meet Baby.
Met Baby at Pasir ris & then we bused to Bishan.
Went over to my sister's house first to pass her things.
After that, went to have bubble tea with pudding! Finally got to drink that. Hehee.
With waffles & Fried fries as well. (:
Then, both of us sat down & chatted while eating & drinking.
Headed to the library for toilet & looking at some books.
Then, we decided to leave Bishan after walking around Junction8.
Walked to Amk. Chit-chats all the way. Ha! Loves chit-chatting with Baby. ;DDDD

Accompanied Baby back home to take his things & then back to Amk central to buy my Strawberry Milk.
After buying, Baby accompanied me to wait for bus( Thanks Baby!) & we parted.
Backed home at around 9pm.
& i'm missing Baby much!

Few more days to reopening of school. & this means, prelim & freaking O' level is drawing nearer. Sigh! Everyone seems to be mugging so hard but not me! What the hell is happening to me? Freak! I can't afford to let my love ones down ( My family & my Baby!)
Hoping that prelim & O' Level will be over real soon.

Goodbyeeeeeeeeeee

5more days...

You made my days.

Only you! Tony Ng :DDD

2008-06-18T23:57:00.003+08:00

Hellooooo!
Am here to blog again. (:
I actually woke up late today. Nearly couldn't make in time for my tuition which is at 10am.
Tuitioned till about 11plus. & felt a little hungry. But was too lazy to cook, so Marissa cooked instant noodle for me. ;DDD
Slacked whole day at my sister's house. Cause at first was waiting for the time to go meet up with Baby. But wait till 6plus, decided not to meet up already. Cause it was kinda late already.
When i was about to go off at 7plus, Baby asked if want to meet for dinner. So i agreed.
Trained over to Pasir ris & then met up with Baby at 9pm. Went to have dinner at foodcourt. & i had my fried fish noodles. Hehee. Love it!
After eating, chatted with Baby a little while & Baby sent me to take bus.
Reached home at 11plus & here i am blogging.

Guess gonna stop here for now. Quite tired actually.
Goodbyeeeeeeee.

7 more days...

You're my sweetest <3

2008-06-17T23:23:00.002+08:00

Hello!!! It has been days since i last blogged.
Guess i'll just talk about today.
Woke up at 6plus today. Prepared & then off to school.
Went for art & i actually waited 1 & a half hour to consult my teacher. ): That's pretty longgggg cans!
Homed by 10plus. Ate & waited for Baby to wake up & msg me.
Baby wake up at 12pm. So, i went to bath & prepare & then out to meet up with Baby.
Caught a movie & then went to eat.
As much as i'm craving for 炸鱼片米粉 , but can't find any. But i'm choosy luh, thats why. ;x
So, end up eating 板面!
After that, headed to Mos burger at jubilee to have a drink. Then saw wanfong & Clara walking by. Called them & they walked in. Chatted for hours.
Then went of at 8plus. Accompanied Baby back home to take things & then we parted at 9plus.

That will be all for today.
Goodnightssssss!

8 more days!

I love you to the max.

2008-06-15T00:44:00.002+08:00

Out to have my homework done today.
Baby accompanied me( Thanks Baby! )
Went to Mos Burger at Jubilee. Did my homework halfway, had a quarrel with baby. So, didn't finished my homework.
But we were fine after that. (:
I had a craving for Milk Tea with pudding. So, we bused over to Bishan to have Milk Tea with pudding & baby had Chocolate milk tea with pudding. Ordered waffle & fries from there too.
After that, went to slack around at bishan.
Then we walked to Amk. During the walk, we chatted alot. Hehee, loves the heart-to-heart sessions with Baby. Baby agrees with this too. (:
Then accompanied baby to bused to Pasir ris. Then we parted & i bused back home.
Reached home at about 11plus. & here am i blogging.
Guess i'm stopping here already. Its already 1am.
Goodnightsssssssss.

BabyBaby, like you've said, many things happened today.

Have more confidence in yourself & me hao ma?

I really don't wish that something happened to us,

just because of misunderstanding like today.

It's really not worth it.

I won't let history repeats.

Trust me, ok?

Baby, I Love You.

& i've always do.

2008-06-13T23:57:00.002+08:00

Hello!!! (:
Day out with Baby today again.
Woke up at 10am. Get prepared & went out. Headed to Novena-Mary Chia for facial.
Its been ages since i last went for facial.
It ended at 130pm. Both my eldest & 2nd sister were at Novena square & asked me if i want to look for them as they're having sakae sushi. Wanted to go but i'm meeting Baby at 2pm. So dropped that idea of looking for my sisters.
Trained over to Somerset to wait for Baby. He was late! But its alright luh, don't blame baby (:
Reached somerset, Saw Munhan & Nevin. They were waiting for Samantha.
Coincidentally, Baby & Samantha took the same train. Lol.
Baby & me walked to Cine. Ate Kobayashi. But only Baby eat because i wasn't hungry.
While Baby was eating, saw Adeline. Wanted to go over & called her out but afraid that she don't recognise me. So gave her a msg instead.
Pooled with baby at Cine & after that we went to buy movie tickets- Shaolin Girl.
2.5/5 stars for this show. To me, its abit idiotic & i felt its not worth it. So, i suggest not to watch this show.
After movie, bused back to Amk. I was a little hungry so went to Big S-11 to have my favourite- BanMian! (:
Then went to Mos burger to get Peach Tea & baby had soup.
Home sweet home after that (:
Had a great day with Baby today.
Goodbyeeeeeeee.

Friday the Thirteen, is not a very good day! ;<

2008-06-13T00:15:00.004+08:00

Back from meeting Baby already (:
Bused to Pasir ris to meet Baby. Met up with him at 4plus. Went to eat first( late lunch? Early dinner?)
After eating, walked over to E!Hub. The new shopping mall at Downtown East.
Went there to watch movie. Watched '' The Incredible Hulk''. That show is pretty nice.
4/5stars! But the ending part a little bit confuse for me. Lol.
After movie already 8plus. Walked back to pasir ris & then bused back to amk.
Reached home at about 10plus. & here am i blogging. It's 12plus already.
Guess i'm stopping here. Going to rest already.
Goodnight.

BabyBaby, i'm sorry to make you worry so much for me.

I get what you're trying to tell me.

& i will learn to takecare of myself from now on.

So that you won't have to worry so much about me.

6month plus of love, it's puppy love no more.

But baby, at times i'll still feel uneasy.

Because you're way too precious to me,

I can't afford to lose you.

I Love You.

2008-06-12T12:17:00.002+08:00

Hellos!!! ((((:
Changed my blogskin. ( Finally! ) Quite a light & plain one though. But i'm quite satisfy with this blogskin.(:
Will be meeting Baby later on. (:
Maybe update again when i'm back later on.(?)

To be continueeee... (?)
*Depends*

2008-06-12T01:51:00.004+08:00

Know more about Pisces woman? ( Quite true.)

Pisces Woman.

She likes to be in a dream world than to be in reality. She is weak & sensitve when it's come to ' Love'. She can cry if her best friend is breaking up, & she can be over excited when her friend gets a new boyfriend who is good looking & rich even it is nothing concerned her at all. You might be surprise to see that she is shy just because she is in love. More or less it will be in Pisces woman. She loves small animal & gifted in training animals.

She has sixth senses & she can guess what will happen next, it's her nature. Even though she has a good sixth senses, she cannot pick or foreseen her own choice of lover. She cannot tell if she meet a sincere guy or a one night stand guy. She likes to buy & pick her own cloths. She likes to dress cute & be cute. Pisces woman tend to be a good looking woman & she has a nice skin.

Her hands & feet are small & soft. Pisces woman loves to shop for shoes as if she collects them. She is a hot lady that everyone wants her. Whether she has a man in her life or not, she will never try to over-powered any man. It's not even in her thought.

She thinkgs man can handle things better, & she will make her man feel that way. She is an easy going person, so being with her is easy. She is a confident woman & likes to make people who stay with her happy. She knows how to please & how to comfort a man. If something is wrong, she will try to make other people belief that it's must be because of someone else, not because of her hove one. She will not push her man to be ambition but to make him feel like he should be happy with the way he is now. She is happy with you for what you are now.

A Pisces woman, if she has a bad childhood, she will always rememer it & it will make her a very unhappy person. She will pity herself & feel sorry for herself. She tends to hurt herself without knowing it & so vulnerable to drugs (real drugs or just sleeping pills). She has many choices & you can never tell which path she going to take. If you love her, then hold her tight because she never knows why she did what she did or what she will do next.

A complex character. You may think she is a shy innocent type & cannot hurt anyone, then you're wrong. You might think she is a fragile person who needs protection, wrong again. She has been through a lot, a tough cookie. She is a dreamer & love the word 'Love', so she is the type who will buy gift for anyone for any occasion, especially if it is a gift for wedding or an anniversary even for someone who she does not know so well.

Be very careful if fall in love with Pisces woman. She can be a total different person before & after. She can be an angel before & later a witch, but everyone is not perfect, right? She will be soft & gentle most of the time, so not to worry. She is emotional & extremely sensitive when she frequently got hurt. She is the type who can cry her heart out.

She can have a secret fear inside, when she says she does not need anyone. She badly needs someone to protect her, but sometimes she can hide that feeling by being stubborn. She likes to hide her shyness & her weakness from her enemy. She does not like to follow any fixes rules. She can be a good housewife if you know how to handle her.

Many men will ask to marry her because she is a 100% woman. If she wants to be sweet, she is a real angels.

2008-06-11T20:29:00.002+08:00

Monday ; 09 June 2008

Went for tuition in the afternoon. After tuition stayed back to help my sister to do things.
Went home in the evening. Homed to prepare & meet Baby for supper. Played pool as well.
Saw Alicia & co. in Kpool. Went over to wish Esther happy birthday. Lol. Played till Kpool close. Slacked around & then cabbed home. Reached home at around 3am.

Tuesday ; 10 June 2008

Met Baby in the morning. Had our brunch & went to check if there's any movies.
Sad to say, there's no movie for us to watch. So, went to Kpool again. Lol.
Played for 2hours or so & we went off. Bused to Bugis after that. Headed to Breko Cafe to rest.
Unknowingly, we chatted for 3-4hours in the cafe. Thats a real long hours ehs. But seems like we have endless chats. Ha!
Then walked around bugis to find cap. As Baby wants to buy a cap for himself. Walked for hours(?) & finally, found one that is suitable for him.
Then, Baby is hungry. So we walked around to see what to eat. End up, we walked to Suntec City. After our dinner, is already 9plus. Went to take bus at 10pm. Was raining heavily.
Took a bus back to Amk & bought hot drinks to cool ourselves down. It was freaking cold!
Sat down at some void decks & then felt something's not right so we went off quickly.
Cabbed home & reached at about1plus.
Had a great day with baby (:

Wednesday ; 11 June 20008

Tuition again! Much of my brain cells were burnt! After doing questions on maths & i'm having headache! ):
After tuition, stayed & felt a little hungry. So, Marissa cooked some instant soup. Was pretty full after that.
Homed by 7plus. & here am i blogging. (:
Thats all for today i guess. Nothing much happens.

Goooooooodbye.

& not forgetting, I miss my boy much! <3

2008-06-08T15:21:00.002+08:00

Yesterday met up with Baby. Watched Kunfu Panda. & that show is awesome (: 4/5stars. Its hilarious! Worth watching. Lol.
Slacked & then at night accompany Baby bused to Pasir ris & then i bused back alone. Reached home at about 10plus.
Slept at 3plus in the morning.

Today woke up at 10plus. Guess i'll be staying at home rotting all day long ba. Freaking BORED!
Bored till my mood gonna go down already. Freak! ): Hais.
Shall end my post here.
Goodbyeee

2008-06-05T20:19:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Marissa :DD

May all your wishes come true. Sisters for life (:

Planned to go school today. But when i was about to reach school, i accidentally sprained my ankle. D': Its freaking hurts. Sat down at some void decks near school. As i can hardly walk. Called home & waited for Mom & Dad to come fetch me. Homed to rest.
Baby called when he knew about it. & he forbids me to walk much so that i won't add more pressure to my ankle. ( Thanks baby for your concern. Much loves!)
Think thats all for today. Nothing much happens.

Byebye.

2008-06-03T20:53:00.002+08:00

31st May 2008 ; Saturday

Trained to Pasir ris early in the morning to wait for Baby. As Baby booked out at 10am.
Breakfast at XinWang cafe but only he ate. Cause i wasn't hungry.
After that cabbed to his house, putted his things, bathed & then off we go.
Went amk hub to watch movie & then trained to bishan to get bubble tea. Slacked awhile & then we parted. He went to meet up with his friends while i went home to pack my things.
Met Baby again at around 9plus at amk hub again. Went Kpool for pool session but it was full!
Saw Pierre, Clara, Eugene, Pauline. Chatted with them while waiting for table.
Finally, got table & Baby & me pooled till 1plus i think. Clara & co. went off earlier than us. Had supper at Mac & then cracked our brain thinking where to go. Cabbed to Bugis & slacked there.
Baby & me chatted throughout the night. It has been a longggg time since we sat down & chat anything & everything.
Morning 7plus trained back to amk & walked around.
We parted at 9plus in the morning.

1st June 2008 ; Sunday

Reached home, bathed & asked Dad to drive me to take cake & then Marissa's house.
Then went to fetch Yucheng from Amk mrt.
Went Downtown east mall to eat. Took Kaiseong's bag back to the chalet for him. As he is working at Downtown east mall. Checked in at 3plus, putted our things.
Night time bbq. & Kaizhow & co. came at around 10plus at night.
By midnight, i'm deadbeat. Cause i didn't catch any wink for 2days.

2nd June 2008 ; Monday

Cabbed to school with Kaizhow, weihao & zhiwei. Reached school at 7plus & waited for teacher to come. After Chemistry, headed home. As my art left at the chalet.
Night time bused to Pasir ris. Took my things & went off at 9plus.
Reached home at 10plus & sleep!

3rd June 2008 ; Tuesday ( today)

Woke up at 6plus. Bathed, prepared & off i went to school.
English lesson with Principal & 2 other english teacher. Taught how to write Narrative essays in a more interesting way.
Physics lesson after that. Supposed having Mock exam but it was postpone to tmr. As most of us didn't study at all.
Did experiment & some theory work. Ended lesson early.
Headed opposite school to have lunch with Jieying, Valerie, Selena & Jiahui.
After that went Cca. Fall asleep in the music for awhile & then went to classroom with Jieying.
Chatted, joked with her for hours.
Backed to music room at 4plus & listened to them practising songs.
They are practising songs for the competition at the end of the year.
I told Jieying that i feel like joining. But both the instruments are being used by my juniors.
No instrument for me to use ):
Went to asked the conductor & he says '' Borrow instrument from Cheng San Cc. Its easy to borrow instrument.''
Will be getting the scores soon ( next week i guess ) from my junior.
Home sweet home after cca.

Last week when i went for tuition at my sister house, i asked her why izzit that all my 3 sisters have english name while i don't have. She says her english name came out when she was having her exams. Lol! Then she says she will helped me to think of some english name.
& yesterday, received a msg from my sister.
She helped me thought of some names - Darilynn. Ricquell. Teralynn. Jamie. Elaine. Ashlyn. Trixie. Luiza. Gabrielle.
Any comments? Lol. I had no idea. Cause would not get use to it if suddenly i got a english name. I bet my friends won't get use to it too. Haha. But, somehow, i wish to have a english name too. I don't know why. Lol.

Sorry people, no pictures were taken.
Goodbyes.

& Lastly, I miss Baby much! Awaiting for weekends! My only love.
25November 2007 <3

2008-05-30T21:59:00.002+08:00

Schooled for art today. Planned to stay till evening to do art but heard Mr Tan got a meeting at 2pm so decided to go off at 12pm sharp.
Reached home, Mom & Dad said wants to go town. So i agreed.
Reached home at about 7pm?
A short brief for today.
Kinda tired but i can't sleep. ):

& Baby is booking out tmr (: I miss baby much :DDD

2008-05-29T21:55:00.002+08:00

No school today. ;DDD As teachers had something on, so remedials cancelled (:
Went to Amk polyclinic to find Mom & Dad. Had lunch & then bused to Marina Square.
It has been ages since i went to Marina. Went to Millenia Walk-Harvey Norman to collect bag & then headed to Muji. Many unfamiliar faces.
After that trained back to Bishan ;my sister house with mom while dad went home himself.
Was at Sister's house till night & then dad came to fetch us.
Here i am blogging.
Some pictures below. Enjoy!

Koen asked me to take picture for him. Lol.
His weird face.
Want take picture but shy? Lol.
Before Ryan going for his bath.

Got to end now. Many things for me to do.

Nights readers.

Baby, i need youuuuuuu~

2008-05-28T23:29:00.002+08:00

~~Ulcer~~!!! I abhor it. Having many ulcers & it's freaking hurts. Ulcer go away please! ):
School today again. Maths & then physics.
After that went central for awhile with Jieying. Then home sweet home. A short nap & here am i blogging.
Just a short brief of my boring day.
I'm tired, eyes going to close anytime but don't know why i still feel like blogging. Lol.

Got nothing for me to blog anyway, nothing special happens.
Goodbye.

PS : Will try to blog with more pictures. Sorry, my post been so wordy ;x

Baby, I miss you much.

Seeking for your presence.

I miss your warmth; your cuddling; your everything.

I need you dear.

I Love You.

2008-05-27T20:43:00.002+08:00

Ohgosh! I'm freaking tired now! (Pouts! )
Went to school in the morning for remedials. Classroom were locked & all of us were locked outside the classroom. So, i went to general office to see if Mr Gana reached school already. But, no. Saw Mrs Leong & she ask us to proceed to Chemistry lab. No maths remedial as teacher was having high fever. ( Get well soon! )

End up, we had 4hours of Chemistry. But ended early. As teacher got to rush home to feed her baby. Lol. I know nuts during the chemistry remedial. *Help! I need help in my Combine Science!
After remedial, went opposite school with Jieying, Geraldine. Then went for cca. Lol.
Unbelievable right? I attend cca. For this whole half year, i only went for 3times? Lol. Cca grades dropped. Chatted in the music room with Geraldine, Jieying, Anna & Wang laoshi. Lol. Laughters!
Took out my instrument to play. The last time i touched my instrument was the last SYF which is like 1year ago. Haha.
I miss Orchestra's concert & performing for others. There's this competition at the end of the year. Jieying ask me to join as they encourage seniors to join. Don't know if i should join?
If i join, i'm afraid that i don't have time to practice.
Homed after cca.

Gonna go rest soon.
Goodbye.

2008-05-25T21:51:00.002+08:00

O level Chinese paper tmr! Wish me luck people!

* Good luck to everybody who are taking O level Chinese paper tmr.

& remember to bring DICTIONARY!

Gonna turn in soon. Don't know why my body temperature suddenly shoot up. Shit!
Nights people.

Happy 6th month anniversary dear.

25th November 2007 ; 183 days of love.

You're my sweetest dear.

I Love You.

2008-05-23T20:12:00.003+08:00

Last day of school today. But still got to go back to school for 3 weeks. ):
Gonna burn out my june holiday.
Woke up damn late today. 630am! Rushed to school & lucky i'm not late.
Parents' meeting session at 3plus. Mr Gana chatted with my mom awhile & then off we go cause he says that he got nothing much to talk to my mom actually. (:
I failed by 1 mark for midyear. Got 299/600 ; 49.8%. Angry! ):
Homed by 5plus.

Gonna stop here.
Goodbye.

Happy 22nd Birthday Baby!

& 2 more days to our six month anniversary (:

I Love You :DDD

2008-05-21T19:12:00.003+08:00

Today only have two periods of Chinese & then all the sec four & fives proceed to the hall.
As we're having a talk by Dr. William Tan. He lost his legs at the age of two. But that doesn't bring him down. He even went to seven continents like North pole ( -25degree, can you imagine how cold was that? ), Antartica & etc for marathon. Few hours of talks nearly made most of us fall asleep but the true story of his is amazing & interesting.
After attending this talk, i felt that O' level examination compared to his obstables that happened in his life is nothing at all. So, i guess we shouldn't give up so easily although the things that we have to learn is much more tougher than last year. NEVER GIVE UP!

After that had recess & then math lessons.
Aaron fall so soundly in class. Even when Mr Gana use marker to draw on him, he still continue his beauty sleep. Below is the picture of him sleeping with two dots on his forehead.

Look at his forehead.

Had remedial straight after school & then home sweet home. Went downstair to photocopy the chinese newspaper article for 19peoples ( includes me ). Was standing there waiting for so long & the auntie actually asked me to staple myself instead of her stapling. Arrrgggghhhh. Service sucks! Hate that auntie but got no choice. Cause there isn't any place for me to photocopy except that shop. ):

Alright, guess i got to stop now. Got lots of things for me to do.

Goodbyes.

2008-05-20T20:20:00.003+08:00

Back to school! Chinese lessons for the first four periods. & then Art for the next three periods.
After school, had Physics remedial. Nothing special about today.
After remedial, went opposite school to have chicken rice with Jieying, Clara & Valerie.
Lots of laughter!
Headed to Amk hub with Jieying to get bubble tea & bused home.
Freaking tired & this caused me to have headache & giddyness. ):

Jieying secretly took the photo of us.

Hands are busy with books. Still want me to take photo. Evil Jieying! Lol.I know my hair sucks!

Lol. Jieying act cute ;x
Valerie & Clara's twist.

The black ocean. =.=

Goodbye.

2008-05-16T22:33:00.005+08:00

As promised, here are some pictures i took. Enjoy!

Initially, these are the papers i have to zap. twenty copies per set!
After zapping! There's somemore after that.

Koen, when he is singing his ABCs.

Not looking at the camera.

Trying to peek.

Eventually, wanna hide from the camera. Lol.

My little nephew.
Ryan Lim Zi Jun.
Born on 23April 2008.
He's so so cute!
Half asleep. Lol.

Thats all for now.

Goodbyes.

Trying hard to be strong.

Real hard...

2008-05-16T18:30:00.001+08:00

Pisces (Feb 19 - Mar 20)
The Bottom Line
Your selfless side needs to get in better balance with your self-oriented side.
In Detail
Your selfless side needs to get in better balance with your more self-oriented side. Have you been helping too many people for too long and neglecting your own needs? The biggest problem with giving all the time is that pretty soon you have nothing left! Putting other people first is getting less and less realistic -- you have got to start conserving your energy for your own needs. Start saying 'no' a little bit more often. It gets easier and easier each time you do it.

Izzit true that i should start saying 'no' a little bit more often?

At sister house now.
Blogged again with some pictures tonight when i get back home.

To be continued...

2008-05-15T21:13:00.000+08:00

I've broke down, totally.

2008-05-14T22:02:00.004+08:00

Got back my English paper for mid year already.
& yes! I've passed! ;DDD
Although i only got 55/100. But i actually felt contented with my result.
I never expect myself to pass my English for mid year.
Got 36/60 for my paper 1 & 25/50 for paper 2. I know i've done quite badly for paper 2. But i've pass for summary. Got 13/25 for summary. Although only passed by 0.5mark. But never in my life passed for summary. So, its a good start i think (: Plus i didn't have the time to finish my paper that day. For paper one, i roughly read through whats wrong with my essay as teacher wants the paper back & we got to rush for supplementary. & i realised that i made many stupid mistakes which i should never make. If not, i might get more marks. ): But then, overall i'm still contented with the results.

After school went for Chemistry supplementary. Mr Heng was teaching. Poor Mr Heng, i guess no one was listening to him ( including me ;x ) accept for some ( i guess around10people? )
Then, went to Amk hub with Jieying, bought some bread, bubble tea & bused home.
Another day just passed like that. It's boring!
Ending here for now.
Goodbyes.

I'm lost, totally lost.

Frustrated!

Heading nowhere.

2008-05-11T21:46:00.003+08:00

Happy Mothers' Day!

Love you Mom :DD

I'm losing grip of myself.

Losing confidence & faith.

What should i do?

I wish i could use alcohol to make myself numb now.

I wish...

Sigh.

2008-05-11T02:05:00.002+08:00

Can't get to sleep. & its 2.o6am now. So, decided to blog. but, i don't know what to blog about?
My mood was down till now. Got not much mood to do anything. Sigh.

What i did today?

Woke up at 7am to get myself prepared for tuition which is at 8.
Back home after tuition to get prepared to go out to find Marissa.
Went haji lane to buy present for edwin.
headed to downtown east for Edwin's chalet.
Reached home at about10plus.

Goodbyes.

I couldn't control & i cried out tonight; all alone.
Halfway through, i told myself to stop.
I don't know why did i do that.
Guess if i don't stop myself,
I'll cry non-stop.
I'm freaking down. Help! Sigh.

2008-05-08T20:41:00.003+08:00

My mood is freaking damn down!

Sigh. What's happening to me?!

I'm gg CRAZY!

I wanna cry my heart out!

I wanna know what's true, what's not.

I wish i could be god.

I wish i could be those happy kids

who are free from troubles/obstacles.

I'm gg crazy stuffing so much things in me.

Sorry people, if you were to see a change in me.

Be it a good or a bad change.

I don't know what i want now.

I'm like heading nowhere.

(If you're reading this, don't bother to ask me whats happening to me. Cause i had no idea too )

2008-05-07T20:45:00.002+08:00

All thanks to the heavy rain in the morning. Pe was cancelled :DD
As parade square was wet & hall was occupied by the secondary 3 students who were still having their mid year examinations ( Good luck people! )
Physics lessons after that. Nothing special happens.
After recess, Geography test on map reading. Most of us can't finish the test, so we were to bring home & finish it. Thought it was suppose to be a test? Hmmm... ( Lol! )
Chinese lesson, did paper 2. As usual, it was impossible to finish within one period.
Maths lessons, vectors is killing me. Still quite confuse with vectors.
After school had Maths supplementary straight. Did some question on a test paper. & while doing the paper, our math teacher actually on the radio. & is to Tamil channel?! & he was dancing about in the class. It's so funny. Everything ends at 2plus & finally school ended!
Stayed in class with Jieying & co. for awhile then home sweet home. Actually wanted to go for art. But couldn't find my art teacher! ):

I'm freaking TIRED! I don't know why. Seems like no matter how much i slept, i still don't get enough rest!
Can i have a LONG LONG REST, without waking up?
I wished i could. ( I must be mad )

Goodbyes.

2008-05-04T22:03:00.003+08:00

Happy 58th Birthday Dad!

& Happy Birthday Uncle ( Marissa's Dad )!

Woke up as early as 8am. Get myself prepared & then dad sent me to Amk library. I thought library open at 930am. So i got there by 930am. But i was wrong! It opens at 10am! ): Waited for half an hour. Studied with Marissa, Weekiat( Primary friend ) & a friend of theirs.

Left library at around 6pm. Marissa's dad sent me home. Such a coincidence, Marissa's dad birthday falls on the same day as my dad.

Went home, put my things & then went out with my parents, nephews & Sister.

Went Kovan there to have fish head steamboat. The food there still not bad. But if i were to choose, i won't choose to go there to eat again. 3/5stars.

Was super duper full! Wanna vomit already. Lol. Walk around Kovan then home sweet home.

Tmr having Geography paper & chinese paper 2. Didn't study anything for Geography. Gonna flunk that paper real badly i guess.

Stopping here for now. My eyes lid are dropping!

Goodbyes!

I don't know what's happening to me.

I have the urge to cry almost every night recently.

Am i gg crazy? Or am i gg to get depression?

Izzit because of my stress that made me become like this?

Baby, I need you! I really do..

Santa santa. I wish, i wish for Baby to be by my side now.

Will it be granted?

I guess not. It's only my wishful thinking. Sigh.. ):

My mood now is totally down the drain.

2008-05-01T21:07:00.002+08:00

Tuition early in the morning today. Was freaking tired. I don't know why.
After tuition, took cab with Marissa & daphy back to Amk.
Met Baby at Amk hub & watched Iron Man. The show still not bad. 3.5/5stars.
We were about 15minutes late for the moives. But didn't missed much of the show.
After movie went to slacked for awhile & evening time Baby accompanied me to Ntuc to buy dumplings (:
Then Home sweet home already. As Baby got to book in at night.

Thats all for today.
Goodbye.

2008-04-30T21:34:00.006+08:00

Was late for school today. As i didn't want to attend Pe lessons. School was still alright. As usual, boring? Lol.

After school had Chemistry supplementry. Ends at 3plus. Headed to PasaMalam with Jieying. Saw Nette at PasaMalam. Such a coincidence. Always bumped into her at Amk area. Lol.
Bought some food, walked around & then went to Amk hub, buy bubble tea & bused home. Slacked, bathed & dinner. Mom's sick, so didn't cook. But she helped me to buy Hokkein Prawn Noodle for dinner. Guess what? After bathing, i took 45minutes to finish one whole packet of it! Took real long to finish it. Was super duper full!

No school tmr. As it was labour day. But, no rest for me! As i got to wake up as early as 8am! ( Pouts! ) Got tuition in the morning tmr! Nothing much for me to blog now. Cause nothing special happens.

Goodbye.

[ Edited]*

Baby, didn't receive any calls from you.

Numerous of questions flashed through my mind.

Finally, a call from you makes my day.

See you tmr! ;DDDDD

I love you.

2008-04-29T21:49:00.003+08:00

School hall's aircon is so cold! But when i'm out of the hall, it's freaking hot ok! Hate the weather this few days. It's freaking hot! Arrrrggggghhhh.
English paper 2 today, i'm gonna fail this paper badly! Because i've got no time to finish my summary! & my paper 1, the format of the report is wrong. Guess i am gg to fail this paper badly! ):
Chinese paper 1, not satisfied. Cause i think i wrote too short! For letter writing i only wrote two & a half page & for newspaper article i only wrote two full page. It's like so short luh.

After papers, went amk hub with Sockyong, Wanfong, Penny, Geraldine, Clara & Pierre. Had Mos burger for lunch. Edmund & KeeSoon came along after that. Chatted awhile & then home sweet home. Reached home at 3plus. Slacked & i've finished colouring my art & finish my tuition homework already. Then tmr i can relax abit. No need rush homework for tuition on thursday morning. Baby said that he's booking out tmr. Most probably will be meeting him tmr or thursday! :DDD

Thats all for now i guess.
Nights all.

My love, you're much missed.

2008-04-28T22:48:00.002+08:00

Was hesitating if i should blog or not. Haha.
Wanted to blog but there's nothing for me to blog! D:
Today's English paper one. Still alright but then think i got the format of the report wrong. ):
Social studies paper, totally sucks! Fail for sure i guess. Lol.
Chinese listening after social studies. Then home sweet home.

Another boring day just passed. & the weather is burning hot! I hate this kind of weather!
Arrrrggggghhhh @$#%#$^#$&%^&

Ending here now. Don't know what else to blog already. ):
My blog is so so DEAD!

2008-04-27T21:05:00.002+08:00

Let's say WELCOME TO EXAMS!
Although i only got to worry for my Combine Humanities, but..
I guess my results will still be as sucky like before!
Sigh.
Combine Humanities is so sucky!

Baby, i miss you.

2008-04-26T21:38:00.003+08:00

Freaking tired! Woke up at 8am when i slept at 1plus the previous night. ( Yawn! )
Got prepared & then off for tuition at Sengkang. I was the earliest. Waited for the other two untill i nearly fall asleep. Lol.
Both of them were late & i was told that there will be another student joining us.
Tuition started late & that another student is a guy.
Needless to say tuition ended late. Walked to Sengkang interchange with Marissa.
Bused to Amk hub & bought some food then home sweet home.

Reached home, slacked awhile & took a nap.
Think i'll be stopping here for now.
Gonna do my art now.
Byes!

Yearning for your presence.

Guess i'm missing you real much,

even when i'm dreaming, i dreamt of you.

Realised that i really not use to it when you're not by my side,

not even a single sound from you.

I miss all the craziness, the fun we had.

Baby, I miss you.

You're the sweetest my dear.

2008-04-25T22:11:00.002+08:00

School today were quite boring. Woke up late but still manage to reach school on time. Met Baby up at the bus stop as he wants to pass me some stuff. Then he accompanied me walked to the school( Thanks baby, thats sweet! ;DD ) then go home sleep again. Lessons today were still normal.
After school went for art. I was the last one to consult Mr Tan as all of them seems to have something on afterwards so i let them consult first. As i got nothing to do after that & that i've got plenty of time to spare. (:

Reached home & used com for awhile. Went for a nap for an hour or so.
Just finished my tuition homework. Tmr having tuition early in the morning. ( Pouts! )
I've got 4 drawings to finish colouring by next week. :'<

Anyway, think i'll post till here for today. I'm lazy to type already. Haha.
Byebyes-

Happy 5th months anniversary, Baby.

A happy & sad occasion today.

Happy that we finally gone through our 5th months.

Sad that we won't be able to meet up for... long? Sigh-

Takecare when you're there.

I'm gonna miss you real lots.

I love you my dear.

2008-04-23T21:37:00.005+08:00

First two period is Pe. Teacher told us to do our warm up first before any games. We thought is doing push ups, stomach crunches & stuff. but no! He made us run around the school instead. It's tiring man!

Played baseball today. It's kind of boring initially but starts to get more & more fun gradually.

After that, physics lessons. Did experiment as usual, as it is a two period lesson.

Recess & then had geography. But had social studies instead.

Chinese lesson after that & then Maths.

After school went to big S11 with Jieying, Geraldine, Wanfong to have ban mian.

Home sweet home after that.

Just receive a good news from my mom. She says my eldest sister gave birth yesterday night.

Yeah! A new member in our family :DDD

Guess i'll update till now.

Byebyes-

With all the schoolwork, i'm suffocating!

I need some fresh air! Time is not enough for me!

Baby, I miss you.

2008-04-21T23:38:00.004+08:00

School today was quite free.
Only has 3 lessons. 2period of english & 1period of social studies.
The rest are free periods. Was having much fun in class. Lol.
& supplementry was cancelled as teacher was too tired due to the speech day last week.
So went home straight after school with Jieying.
Reached home, get changed & met Baby at 4pm.
Went to do my work & Baby accompanied me. ( Thanks Baby! )
At night, we had heart to heart talks. Chatted for hours & i love having heart to heart sessions with Baby. Cause we will understand each other even more. (:

Thats all for now i think. A short post for today. As i'm dead beat now.
Byebyes-

2008-04-18T22:57:00.003+08:00

Speech day today. We were supposed to report to school by 820am instead of 725am.
So, before going to school, went to the coffee shop opposite school with Sockyong, wanfong & Jieying to have breakfast. Sockyong & I reached first. So walked to Wanfong's house downstair to wait for her. As usual, Jieying is late again. So, we start to eat first. I didn't eat as i don't feel like eating.
After eating, walked to school. Went up to hall, watched parade, listen to talks by principal & guests. All this nearly made me fall asleep.
It ends at 10plus. Thats very early!

Went home to get changed & then went to meet up with Baby.
Out with him for the whole day. Acutally got to go off at 5pm as i have tuition. But then, last minute tuition was cancelled. As teacher has something on.
So, reached home at 9pm.
& here am i blogging.
Think gonna stop here for now. :DD

Byebyes-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOCKYONG!
Seventeen years old already ohs.
Sorry that i didn't show up at at your celebration outing even though my tuition was cancelled last minute.
Wish you good luck in everything you do. & good luck for your O's level this year.
CHEERS!

Sigh- I'm feeling so stressed.

Everything seems to come altogether at once & time is not enough for me.

I feel like i'm heading to nowhere.

What the hell is happening to me?

My deadline for art is next week Thursday.

I haven't do much about it. Hasn't got any motivation to do art.

Whats wrong with me this year? Sigh-

I need motivation in this ( Please!)

& there's many more things which is like i'm heading to nowhere

& time is not enough!

At times i really feel that i'm such a failure in being a human.

I seems like failing in everything i do & nothing i do is right.

Oh god! I'm so negative. & i feel like i'm not being myself this few days.

I seems to change to another person which i don't even know it myself.

God! Whats happening to me!

2008-04-13T21:24:00.002+08:00

Been days since i last updated. Quite lazy to use computer recently.
Don't know why. Easily get tired recently.
Currently using my sister's laptop to update. She just bought this laptop yesterday. :DDD

Today went to Bishan with Baby. Wanted to go to the library to do some work. But no space to sit as we were there too late. So went to some void decks at Bishan to do our work. Spent hours over there & then went to eat & slack.
A short day with Baby today but it's still fun (:

Guess it will be a short post for today. :DD
Byebyes-

I've got so much to say but..

I don't know how to put it in words.

2008-04-08T22:56:00.003+08:00

It's Health & Fitness week this week.
Yesterday has NAPFA test for all upper secondary girls.
I didn't knew it untill Huiru told me in the morning when i reach school hall.
I was shock! Teachers only put notices up on the walls along the corridoors. Wth!! Who will look at the walls while walking all the times?!
End up, i got to search for pe t-shirts high & low.
Thanks to Alicia for the pe t-shirt & Cheryl for the shorts. Thanks girls! Love you two much!! :DD
As usual, failed my inclined pull up & standing broad jump. 2.4km not yet done. But fail for sure. Lol.
After NAPFA, went for tution as there's still time for it. Ends at 8pm & home sweet home after that. Dose off immediately after my meals. Seriously, i'm dead beat.

Today, school was normal. But don't know why today people around me seems to be so high/energetic. But i seems so moodless. Don't know why. Maybe is because of my tiredness. Maybe is because... ( I have no idea, really.)
After school had physics supplementry with Mr Prem. Then went for bridging lesson with Mr Ng. I'm so so tired!
Met up with Baby after that. Meet up for hours & then home sweet home after that.
I'm so tired now. Got to stop here already.

Byebyes.

2008-04-06T23:10:00.002+08:00

Everything is not gg our ways.

Problems here & there.

Things seems to be getting from bad to worst.

Cry isn't the solution.

Yes, i got to be strong.

I got to learn to be strong.

There are more problems/obstacles in front.

Hoping that everything will be fine soon.

Soon... Real soon...

2008-04-06T01:07:00.002+08:00

It's 1am now. & i'm still here blogging. Can't sleep.
Missed tuition today. As i'm sick & feels so tired to wake up early.
End up, spent almost 4hours at MOS burger to do my homework with Baby.
Baby has a very foul mood today. For no reason, but still he waited for almost 4hours with me. ( Thanks Baby! ) But my homework not yet finish. ):
Sigh-Baby, i'm worried. You're scaring me today.

Thats all for today i think.
Although have the urge to blog but i don't know what to blog.

Byebyes-

You guys claimed that i've changed.

I've asked, what you guys think of me now?

No reply from you. & then not even talking till now.

If this is what you all want, i've got no comment for it.

11years of sistership? Poof! Gone like that? I think so.

Because you guys can't accept that i've changed?

Because of this you guys don't even wanna talk?

I knew it even before you came to tell me that i've changed

I know you guys felt that i've changed.

Nothing could change the fact now.

I think, its really gone.

2008-04-04T20:37:00.002+08:00

Its been a week plus since i last blogged. I'm quite lazy to blog at times.
Been sick for the past 2weeks. Cough medicine! I hate it so so much! It taste so awful cans! Makes me wanna puke.

Things hasn't been gg my/our ways recently. Hope that it will change for the better soon.
Work load is increasing. Intensive supplementry, remedials & my own private tuitions. My brain gonna burst soon i guess.
Heard from teacher that there might be night classes in future. This school is a little extreme.
Although principal's intention is good, but it's a little too much for us.

Actually there's much more things for me to update now. But i don't know why, i'm dumbfounded now.
Sigh- Mood isn't very good.

Stopping for now.
Byebye.

2008-03-26T21:24:00.002+08:00

SICK SICK SICK! I'm feeling so so awful.
Woke up late today. 615am! Rushed & manage to go out of house in 15minutes time.
Alighted & waited for Baby at the bus stop. As i have to pass him something.
Waited for baby & suddenly felt really unwell. Cause of my sore throat, cough & headache.
So, Baby asked me to take a day off to rest. & he accompanied me to go see doctor.
Thanks baby. :DDD
A short post for today. Gotta go rest already.

Byebye-

2008-03-25T21:27:00.004+08:00

Alright, here to blog again. But then, got no mood to blog.
Nothing much for today.

Things ain't gg smoothly recently.

Friends claiming that i've changed.

If you guys think that i've changed, so be it.

I've got no more extra energy to bother about all this.

Accept for who i am. If not, i've got no comments for that.

Though, today ain't a very good day.

But you still tried to put on a smile on your face when you're with me.

I know how hard your life have been.

& it hurts me to see you in this state.

Hope everything will be over soon my dear.

Happy Fourth Months Anniversary.

I Love You. 25th November 2007 ; 122days of Love.

Not gg to elaborate more on what's happening.

Cause no one would understands all this things.

PS: Baby, I'm really worried about you. Sigh- I miss you.

2008-03-20T13:42:00.005+08:00

Alright! Here to update my blog as promise.
Was suppose to update yesterday. But, when i reach home, sister was using com & i'm ubbly tired to actually update my blog.
Yesterday was my birthday.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF! ( It's dumb, i know )
Yesterday i had a 'wonderful' chocolate facial! Lol.

After the career seminar, had remedial for chemistry. Then Jieying & co. bought cake to surprise me. Then sang birthday song & then asked me to use my mouth to bithe the candle out.
I knew what they wanted to do- push my head down! Lol.
& they did it. First attempt failed! But the second attempt... They made it. It's so creamy & chocolatey. Lol. Wanfong tells me its good for me face! Lol. Then Jieying passed me a box of things with they made it their own.
Photos will be uploaded later on.

Skipped school today. As the seminar is real bloody boring! Wasting our time. Then this morning my mom told me that Jieying came to our house to pass me something.
Take a look at it, its a wallet & another pouch of wugui. Lol.
Enjoy the pictures below (:

Little power ranger drew by Jieying.

Presents they gave.

My lovelys! (:
CHOCOLATE ON MY FACE!

Love you people!

Making a wish!

Last but not least, wanted to thank

Jieying, Valerie, Huiru, Sock Yong, Kaizhow, Wanfong, Geraldine, Penny, Selena, Jiahui, Alicia, Tiantian, Clara, Pierre, Daryl, Shaun, Aaron & Mr Gana!

& Those who wished me. Thank you friends! (:

Byebye-

2008-03-16T23:00:00.001+08:00

Sorry people for not blogging.

Will update when i'm free & when i'm not lazy.

Takecare!

2008-03-07T23:44:00.001+08:00

Malacca trip tmr. (:

Be back by SUNDAY ;DDDDD

2008-03-06T19:50:00.002+08:00

School todayas per normal. Time seems to pass quite fast today.
After school went to take test for chemistry.
Failed for sure. Less than 5marks maybe. Lol.
After that went to Amk central with Jieying & Geraldine to find Wanfong & co.
Jieying & I went to had ban mian while Geraldine went to find Wanfong & co. After Ban Mian then walk over to Mac to look for them.

Sat down for awhile & suddenly recieved a call from Baby.
I'm so happy luh. So happy to recieve Baby's call. Been 5days since i last saw Baby. Missing him hell lots. Chatted awhile then Baby went back to work already. Although its only a short chat over the phone, but its enough for me to be happy for the rest of the day already (Dumb, i know)
After that went to walk around & end up left only Jieying & me.
Got ourselves a water bottle which both of us long for don't know 235236235767124124 years already. Lol. Got the same bottle. Both of us got so much things in comman now. Lol. Water bottle, pencil case &.... ( Can't remember already )
Bused home after that.

Byebyes;

2008-03-05T19:38:00.003+08:00

Starting the day with Pe today. Had volleyball game & halfway through OM came to call for me & a classmate of mine. Saying Mrs Lim-principal wanted to see us. Was shock. Out of sudden she wants to see me? hmmm..
Reached principal's office, a bunch of students were there too. I was called for my bad attendance.
Hasn't been good lately.
Hear her talk awhile & go off already. Back to volleyball game. Kind of bored actually. Lol.
Then had chinese lesson & then physic- As per normal.

Stay in class during recess & after that had chemistry.
After that Geography lessons for two period. Dose off halfway during lesson.
Were so tired during lesson luh. Tried to stay awake but failed.
Maths after that & then straight after school was Social Studies qualifying test.
Its the first time i don't have time to finish the test. The test were unfinished. & i heard the relief teacher says stop writing. So, no choice but got to hand up.
But after handing up, still got students writing. Arrrggggghhhhh- The relief teacher cheated my feelings!!!! :{
Went amk central with Jieying & bused home after that.

Been feeling so stress recently.
Had the urge to cry but hold back.
Mind went wild at times.
Pardon me for having crazy emotions, friends.
Trying hard not to reveal how stress i am but
cover with craziness smile;laughter on it.
Being alone at times, might lead to depression.
Maybe exaggerating,but its true.
I shut everyone out of all the doors
when my mood went all the way down.
Thats the reason why
i'm trying hard not to reveal my emotions to anyone else.

Byebyes;

Without you by my side,
I felt so lost.
Been days since i last saw you.
& i understand that you're fighting hard for your career.
This, i hope you do well in your career & wish you success.
You'll have my support in whatever you do.
But somehow, i need you by my side.
I really really need you.
Love you Dear.

2008-03-03T20:53:00.002+08:00

School today as per normal.
After school had english bridging. Had qualifying test today. Finally! 10weeks has passed.
If this test can get at least a B3 then term two don't have to continue gg for english bridging already. Hope can get at least a B3. * Cross fingers* Lol.

Tuition was cancelled last minute. So, after test planned to go amk central with Geraldine but they wanted to have fast food, so decided to come home straight.

Will be gg for malacca trip this Saturday with classmates plus other NA students.
Going there for lessons but not for fun. Lol. Hope to learn as much from there.

Think i'm stopping here for now. Having breathing difficulty suddenly.

Byebyes-

2008-03-02T20:20:00.002+08:00

Saturday, 1st March 2008

Went for english tuition at 9am. It was so early luh. So reluctant to wake up end up 815am then wake up. Quickly bath & cabbed to my tuition teacher house.
After tuition, accompany MarissaMEI to do her hair. It was at Sengkang too. So we took LRT.
We were like foreigner when taking LRT luh. Playing with LRT like that. Lol. Seldom take LRT, Don't really know which is which. Lol.
Waited for her to have her hair done. Meanwhile, Shirley came to accompany us. As she live a few storey away from there. Chatted & finally, she had her hair done! It's tiring waiting for hours. Lol.

Aftermath, MarissaMEI & i went seperate ways. I bused back to amk to meet up with Jieying, Geraldine & Penny at amk library to study.
Studied till 6plus & off we go.
Jieying & me went to Orchard to find Valerie & co. to give Valerie birthday card while Geraldine & Penny went home.
After giving the cards, Jieying & me went off quickly. Cause i wear till very lok kok. Lol. Don't wanna stay at town for long.
Then we bused home.
Last minute Baby says wanna meet. So i meet him at amk hub.
Went for pool. Reached kpool. Full of people. No more 8ft table but left with 9ft. So, we took 9ft table. Its been a long time since we play 9ft table.
Then alicia & co. came.
Baby & I played till 12plus then went to eat. After that cabbed home.
Reached home at about 1plus.
Fall asleep while msg with Baby halfway through.

Sunday, 02 March 2008
Stayed at home the whole day. Keep on falling asleep. I don't know why.
Been so tired this few days.
Think thats all for today. Cause nothing much for me to blog about for today. (:

Byebyes-

2008-02-29T23:06:00.002+08:00

Today is the last day of February. 29th Feb 2008.
A special date for the year as 29 Feb only comes once in Four years.
Planned to go home straight after school to sleep. Cause i was so tired!
But Jieying tells me to do something more meaningful than go home sleep.
The first thing she said the most meaningful things is to eat Ban Mian straight after school. Lol.
Eat ban mian? Meaningful? Lol! ;\

So, after school went to Amk Central's big S11 with Jieying, Wanfong, Geraldine & Penny.
End up only Jieying & me eating. Wanfong ate Chocolate beancurd. While Geraldine & Penny went over to hub to see the time for movie. As both of them plus Wanfong are gg to watch movie.
After eating they went to watch their movie while Jieying & me went to walk around.

Saw Sockyong, Clara, Pierre at hub & they were looking for present for Valerie.
So end up choosing present with them. Edmund came along aftermath.
Then accompany Sockyong to eat at the foodcourt & slacked there for awhile.
Wanfong, Geraldine & Penny came to look for us after that & Edmund treated all of us bubble tea. Thanks Edmund! Lol.

After that chatted awhile & then bused home with Jieying.
What a MEANINGFUL DAY i had uhs. Lol.

Think thats all for today.
Tmr gonna have english tuition at 9 in the morning. Its so early luh. ):

Byebyes-

P.S- & ya, gonna change my tag board. so will reply tags in post for now. (:
People! Tag me more often :DDD

Babytears.AMANDAA♡ - Cause that time wanted to cut fringe ma.

End up cut everything. So cut abit short lo. Lol. Why regret ohs?

tony - Thanks bebe. I Love You! :DDDD

2008-02-28T20:34:00.002+08:00

Skipped school today.
Cause i'm too tired & headache acts up last night for don't know what reason.
Hais. So decided not to attend school today.

Stayed at home for the whole day.
Do nothing but eat & sleep! Like pig like that. Gonna grow fat!
Tmr gg back to school. Finally! Is a friday. Every week, am just looking forward to the arrival of friday.

Guess i've nothing to blog about now.
A short post for today.

Byebyes-

Baby, I miss you lots. Real lots.

2008-02-26T21:42:00.002+08:00

Today got back my SS result for common test. Quite shock that i passed my SS.
I didn't have time to finish the test & i can pass it with 12/20. Its like miracle. Lol.
To my disappointment, i failed my chinese test. Hais. Gonna buck up already.
Heard that i got 24/40 for my math. Don't know if its real. Results is so low for maths. Hais.

After school had chinese oral. Made so much mistake while reading the passage. But the conversation was alright. I just love the conversation part as i can say anything i want.
Although made a small mistake at the start of the conversation. Lol.
Wanfong should know what izzit. Cause both of us got the same mistake.

Thats all i think.
Byebyes-

2008-02-25T22:57:00.002+08:00

School as usual today. Weather is hot like crazy. After school went home straight. Decided not to go for english bridging. Went home, get changed up & then meet up with Baby.
When i get out of house, rain like crazy. The weather is so weird luh.

Met Baby at hub then went to buy bubble tea & pool.
Then saw Edmund, Alicia, Aaron, Anna & co. Wish Edmund HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Play pool till 7plus then Baby & me go off le. Went to slack & rest awhile & then went to have our dinner at amk hub.

After that, walked around & then Home Sweet Home.
Byebyes-

Happy 3rd Month Anniversary Dear!

I Love You! I'll always do.

& i mean it.

25 November 2007 ; 93 days of LOVE {:

2008-02-21T21:25:00.002+08:00

Well, had my last paper today. physics & chemistry in 45minutes is really impossible.
Didn't get to finish the paper. Fail for sure.
After school went for social studies remedial & then went to have lunch with jieying & co.
Went for cca after that. Was so boring. During that 2hours plus i finish up all my tuition homework. Of course, with some of the math question i don't know how to do. Sigh-
Math is getting more & more complicated, more & more challenging. My result in math is dropping. }:

Bused home with Jieying & reached home at about 7plus. Was so tired today.
Don't know why, but today our class girls are so hyper. Especially Wanfong. Early in the morning keep laughing. Lol. & ask the whole morning to different people about '' What can we use for iron?'' & the answer is....... '' iron clothes'' =.= So lame!!! Lol.
& Wanfong wants me to advertise her blog. Seems like she changed her blogskin. Haven't go see yet. Cause intend to finish blogging then go see what has she done to her blog. Haha. People go see her blog!

Signing off.

Days didn't see Baby already. I'm missing him though.

Just another 4days to our 3rd month anniversary. Time flies.

Loving you no matter what Baby.

25 November 2007 ; 89 days of love.

2008-02-20T20:58:00.001+08:00

Went to MarissaMEI's blog. & saw this test. Nothing to do so went to take the test. Lol.

What Lee Yiling Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-02-20T20:26:00.002+08:00

Been a long long time since i blogged.
Tired, lazy to blog.

Common Test this week. Tmr is the last paper already. Physics & chemistry. Finally!
Today had Maths paper. 45minutes for a paper! What the hell! Can't finish the paper la.
Hais, don't think can do well already.
Tmr will be the last day of chinese new year. 15days of chinese new year passed so so fast.

Nothing much for me to blog actually.
This few days just felt so tired & frustrated. Don't know why.
Just got nothing to do now & so came to blog a little bit.

Byebyes-

2008-02-11T20:29:00.000+08:00

Hasn't been blogging for a week or so.
Been lazy to blog & at times when i wanted to blog, my sister were using com. No chance for me to use }:

Well, this few days were kind of tiring but fun.
Went relatives house for visitation but that is only for the first day of new year.
In the later part of the first day of new year, went to meet up with baby & watched movie.
Then back to amk & saw Eugene. Pooled with baby & Eugene at kpool.
So many familiar faces that night. Baby's mood wasn't really good that night. Don't know why.
But after awhile, he's fine already. Played till kpool closed. Then sat down with baby for a drink while Eugene left with Aaron & KeithLeo.
Home sweet home after that. Although there were negative things happen but still the day was great & everything is fine.

For the next few days, been meeting up with baby & also pool everyday.
Guess it is our all times favourite.

Times flies. Few days of new year's holiday just passed by like that. Thoughts of school, books, studies just make me feel so stress. Sigh!
Schooled today. Boring & i keep on feel like sleeping. After school went for my chemistry test & then to English bridging. Actually intend not to go for english bridging but before the last lesson ends, Mr Gana just came & tells me to go for bridging. I was stun! Is like he knows that i don't want to go for the English bridging today. Laughs-

No choice but to go for it. Mrs Thomas's lesson is boring. Nearly fall asleep again. :x
Bused home straight. Luckily there's no tuition today. When i reached home, my body has got no strength at all. Tired!
Missing baby so much. Baby is working today. From 10am till night. Awaiting for his msg now.

Gonna end my post for now.
Byebyes-

I don't know why, but till now i still have that feeling.

Maybe she's just a great threaten to me.

Guess i'm getting more & more attached to you already.

Baby, I love you.

Nothing's gonna change this fact.

2008-01-31T21:18:00.000+08:00

Didn't attend school today. Cause of my flu. Bad flu! Been long since i got flu.
Met Baby in the morning at amk hub. He accompanied me to see doctor. Thanks baby.
Waited for 2hours plus before i get to see the doctor. So damn long la. Then the auntie sitting behind me keep kicking my seats. Hate black people!
Go in see doctor, the doctor is like so-call lecture me sia. Idiot! Make me wait so long still lecture me. I swear i'm not gg to polyclinic to see a doctor anymore!

After that went to eat with Baby. After eating, Sent Baby to mrt & then i bused home.
Slacked at home the whole day after that.
Guess there nothing much to blog about.

Byebyes-

Baby! I'm loving you more & more {:

2008-01-29T22:31:00.000+08:00

After school, went to amk hub with Wanfong, Geraldine, Penny, Sockyong, Meiyu.

Had Snow ice from basement one. I bought strawberry ice & Wanfong bought peach ice. ( The name for the ice too long, so i just make it short ;x )

Then Wanfong says she wants to eat strawberry ice instead of peach ice. So i change with her lo. See! i'm so nice ;x Lol.

After that walked around & then meet up with Baby. Went to watch -The Mist- Its quite a nice show after all. It's worth watching it. Weather is so so cold today. Keep having nose block!

Arggghhhh- My voice seems to change! Think is because of my flu these days. & flu is also causing me to have breathing diffculty. ): Feeling so sick now. But then, no fever, nothing!

Don't know what the hell happen. ): Till now, while blogging i'm still having breathing diffculty, nose block! Having eyes irritation this few days. Problems been coming up to me this few days.
Hais.

Thats all.
Byebyes-

Baby, again thanks for every small little things you did today.

It's so sweet of you. (:

Loving you more & more as each day pass.

25 November 2007 ; 66days of ♡!

2008-01-27T00:42:00.000+08:00

Home Sweet Home! Out with Jieying, Wanfong, Penny, Geraldine & her sister.
Meet at Bugis first & then walk around. Then went to far east. While Penny went off first.
Reached orchard, the first thing we do is eat! Lol. Cause we are so so hungry!
Had pasta & we waited for the food for half an hour or more!
Wait till we almost full already. Cause laugh untill full already. After eating, Me, Wanfong & Jieying went toilet. PICTURES! Spent almost half an hour in the toilet i think.
Geraldine & her sister went off early so left the three of us.

Walked around & didn't see any clothes that catch our eyes. So disappointed! I only got a bag & a shoe for myself. After that, bused back home.
Lazy to type more. Enjoy the pictures. Not all pictures uploaded. Too many already. 50plus over pictures. I'm so lazy & tired! ;x

Took it before gg out.

My reflection before gg out {:

Waiting for Jieying to be done with her preparing! She's SLOW! ;x
Wanfong & me in the toilet.
Candid shot by Wanfong!
After one whole day of shopping.
It's me again {:

I hate my eyes!
14(Wanfong) & 10(Yiling)
She loves to lie on my shoulder!
Retard us!

Retard us! Especially me! Looks weird.

Trying to kiss her?

Jieying trying to act like xiao nu-ren.Lol.
This one looks much better than the previous one. Agree? Lol
What a disgusting pose!
Wanfong & me's chicken wing.
The world is so PEACE! Lol.

On the way gg to orchard. Jieying & Wanfong.
She wants me to post this up. Lol.
While waiting for the food to come.
Jieying & Wanfong's fries!
Still, i'm waiting for the food to come. So LONGGG!
Shot by Jieying. It looks weird!
Took by Jieying too.
In train shot 1
In train shot 2
In train shot 3.
Ghostly Wanfong!
Haha! Me bullying my nephew! Lol.

Last but not least. My conclusion for today is...

Cannot starve Jieying! She will start singing!!

& Cannot let Wanfong hears it. She will start singing & get addicted to it!

Haha!

Byebyes-

2008-01-25T19:31:00.000+08:00

Thursday ; 24 Jan 2008

Went to chemistry practical after school & decided not to attend cca. Met up with Baby & then headed to amk hub.
Went to watch - 27dresses. This show is very very nice. i give 4stars to this show.
Quite touching. Heard that some of them cried while watching. Lol.
In the past, i always wonder why people cry when they attend other's wedding.
After watching this show, i found an answer to this question.
{:
Went to have dinner after that. Saw quite a few familiar faces.
Baby accompany do homework & then HomeSweetHome!

Friday ; 25 Jan 2008

Woke up in the morning & found out that my left eye is swollen. Decided not to go school instead.
Slept till 9plus & i can't sleep anymore.
Stayed at home the whole day. Didn't go out as eyes still swollen & Baby is working today.

It's our 2 month anniversary today.

Been through ups & downs, sweet & bitter

& we still stay as loving like before.

I know more ups & downs,

sweet & bitter will be coming up

but i believe nothing will make us fall apart.

Baby, I Love You.

HAPPY 2 MONTH ANNIVERSARY!

Byebyes-

2008-01-23T20:47:00.000+08:00

Tuesday ; 22 Jan 2008

Back to school. Then few of them tells me this. '' Yiling! Finally come back liao ah.'' Then i was like.. I only MC for one day, they say till like i MC for very very long like that. =.= Lol!
School were normal. & assembly ends on time. First time lo. It's been a long long time since assembly ends on time.
Went straight home after school. Get changed up & cabbed to sengkang for my English tuition.
It's been a long time since i saw rex. & his fur were all gone. Poor thing & he has got skin allergy.
& i'm so blur that i bring the wrong English ten years series. I brought my chemistry practical book instead. Lol! As both of the book looks almost the same luh. Didn't see properly & just put in my file ;x
After tuition, walked to compass point with marissaMEI. Went to popular & then accompany marissaMEI to eat then HOMESWEETHOME.
Had Kfc for dinner but only had one piece of chicken & a little bit of mashed potato. {:

Wednesday ; 23 Jan 2008

School as per normal. Had Geography test. Think i'll fail this test. Cause the 2nd question i only wrote one sentence. Hais. Fail for sure!
After school, had humanities remedial & then bused to amk hub to meet up with Baby.
Saw EuniceAIAI, MingqiXIAOZHU, netteBESTIE! Chatted with them awhile & then went to eat MOS burger with Baby. Had so much fun luh. Hehee. Then bused home at about 6plus. As i'm kind of tired. Baby send me home & then he went to meet his friend.
Just 2 more days away to our 2nd month anniversary! {:

Byebyes-

2008-01-21T20:06:00.000+08:00

Sunday ; 20 Jan 2008

Baby last minute says that he not gg to work as his right elbow is swollen. So met him in the afternoon. & we went to watch cloverfield. The show still alright luh. Storyline, sound effect ain't good. But it's kinda touching. Shan't say why izzit touching. Let you guys find out {:
After movie, went mos burger. Baby accompanied me to do homework. Thanks Baby.

After that, decided to go muji buy things. Bused over to marina. Chatted with ex collegues for awhile & then continue to walk around at marina.
Had dinner at Yoshinoya. Then suddenly feel like eating ice-cream. Lol. Trained back to amk mac & had ice-cream. Then HOME SWEET HOME!

Monday ; 21 Jan 2008

Skipped school today. As my headache is killing me. Yesterday night, it hurts for hours & because of that i can't sleep. Baby accompanied me to polyclinic to see doctor. Waited for hours! As usual.
Had mos burger for my breakfast/lunch. Then walked around & HOMESWEETHOME.

Thanks Baby, for accompanying me to see doctor today.

& waited for so long that you nearly fall asleep.

Thanks, really appreciate it.

I Love You Baby.

Byebyes-

Tag reply :
Jieying- Nevermind.

2008-01-19T20:08:00.000+08:00

Another boring day is going to pass soon.
Planned to meet up with Baby today. But end up, he last minute got to work at 10am so cancel our meet-up today. Sigh- Was disappointed. But its ok luh, we'll meet up tmr after his work then.
It's better than nothing. {:
Slacked at home the wholeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee day!
Raymond asked me out for movie but rejected. Sorry ehs. At that point of time i just don't feel like stepping out of house & felt kinda tired too. Next time ba. {:

Think nothing much for today ba. Didn't thought of a topic to blog about.

So, sorry for the short post today.

* HEADACHE!!! This is KILLING ME! }:

Byebyes-

Tag reply :

Wanfong- Haha. go there show face! Lol.