I'm Yilinggggggg :DDDD

doesn't have any mood recently. sorry friends. with all my moodless post. cause alicia said that all my post were moodless recently.
i will get back my mood as soon as possible.

byebyes-

♥♥♥♥

prelim starting tmr. sigh-
moodless!

♥♥♥♥

woke up early in the morning 8plus. so tired! weekend still wake up so early. then quickly went to bath & pack my things & then bused to toa payoh. went there to have POA lesson with ms lim. as in class never listen so ask ms lim out to teach me. when i reach toa payoh, wanfong still on the way to take bus. so i went to mos burger first to wait for wanfong. 10plus wanfong then reach & then ms lim came after that. had lesson for about 2hours i think. then went to valerie's house with wanfong. as she have tuition at valerie's house. so me & anna played computer for 2hours & went to amk that drive thru mac to study with wanfong, anna, valerie, clara, alicia, connie, marissaMEI. pierre & darryl came to eat & then do nothing i think ;x

at around 5plus or 6, me, marissaMEI & wanfong went funland to play pool. saw aaron there too. then anna they all came after that. saw quite a number of mayflower people.
then dear msg me. he wasn't in the mood cause of his work. my mood was affected & so marissaMEI, kaizhow, shaun & me went off first. we wanted to walk to amk hub & halfway through there, suddenly recieve dear's msg. he said that he just walk past me & smile to me but i din smile back to him. so sorry dear, wasn't in the mood so din see you.
so we walked back. went to popular to buy things & i wanted to look for him. as days never see him already.
then finally i saw him. was so happy & all my mood came back.
chatted with him for about 15minutes ba. then went home after that. now, at home blogging. & i'm so so tired.

byebyes-

♥♥♥♥

today after school went to for art after had lunch with valerie & jieying.
finally finish my art! took one picture of my art piece. will upload the pictures later on.
stay at art room till 5plus then head home. my skirt got red! ): & it can't be washed off. sigh-
lucky i still got two more sets of uniform.
got so tired & moodless. sigh-
i'm so stress. N level prelim starting next week. sigh-
i still got so much to study. arrrgggghhhhh, so stress!!!!

below are the picture of my art piece. & i don't think it's nice ): but still it's all my hard work (:

♥♥♥♥

went to school today as usual, bored!
had math test for the start of the day. so tired, i quickly finish it & the fall asleep already ;x
sure got careless mistake de. then after that is PE. we are the first group to present our game.
our group's game name is crispy cones & is roughly about frisbee hitting the cones. basically its a combination of frisbee & powerball game.
& it turn out to be quite fun i think. din play the game myself, so i don't know.
after recess had chemistry lesson & i manage to learn something today(:
went for art lesson after that. manage to complete my background & abit of touch up on background. don't know when den can finish. ):
went for english after that & was late for class. puposely de, lol.
after school decided to go home straight as english supplementry was cancelled. but then end up eating lunch with wanfong, tiantian & evonne.
after eating went home together with kaizhow. planned to do chinese homwork when reached home. but was too tired once lie on the bed, i fall asleep.
just now before gg bath, i went to check my friendster old account. then realise Mr James Tan added me. lol. was kinda surprise. & see his shout out, he put ''I LOVE 4FORMIDABLE 2007! & i gain 3kg!!'' i was like... he don't teach 4formidable but why he love 4formidable. weird uhs? lol.

just finish bathing, gg to do chinese after blogging. but guess i can finish it & hand in by tmr.
got 8compositions to copy from the N level chinese 10years series. & our chinese teacher gave us the homework only yesterday. & tmr we got to pass it up! What The Hell lo!
the teacher must be mad! i doubt anyone can finish it ba. this morning me , wanfong & valerie was saying all teachers teaching us are all weird weird de. lol.
sigh- he's sick now. so worry for him. can't be there to takecare of him. get well soon dear.
& firends, take good care of yourself alright. N level coming real soon. can't afford to be sick.
off to do my homework now(:

byebyes-

♥♥♥♥

today, as usual is a moodless day for me again. sigh-

really don't understand wads is happening to me.

it really seems like i have not been smiling for days! sigh-

& this few days easily got agitated. feels angry very easily.

sorry friends, if i get angry over little things or my temper isn't good to you.

i really don't know wads happening to me, sorry.

today had N level chinese oral. the conversation part was surprising easy.

to my surprise, i was chit chatting so fun with so much laughter with the invigilator.

after oral, went to do my art. as this week is the last week for me to finish it & next tuesday is the due date. finally, i gg to finish my art very soon. left abit of touch up & its done soon!

sigh- it sems like everything is not gg well this few days. i'm gg crazy! SIGH-

off to do homework.

byebyes-

P.S : thanks friends, who asked me to cheer up & those who tried to cheer me up.

i'll try to cheer up de. thanks friends! love you all so much.

♥♥♥♥

sigh. wasn't in any mood today again. or should i say, this few days.

so, whole day in school friends joking,playing i wasn't in the mood to join in the fun.

sigh- wads happening to me?

went for tuition after school. & living a boring day ahead. sigh-

really very sick of life!

in my mind, everything is SIGH SIGH SIGH!

so stress, fan, moodless, sad. arrrgggghhhhhh.

wad should i do?! i don't know wad to do!

don't even know wads happening to me.

why i became like that?!!! sigh-

byes-

♥♥♥♥

wad really is happening to you? sigh- wads troubling you?

you said you won't hide anything from each other. wad are you really thinking? sigh-

i really want to know wad you are thinking. sharing all your ups & down.

but... hais-

i'm really worried. sigh- how can i sleep even if i'm dead tired now. i can't be there to be by yout side. whats gg on?!

sigh- i really hope you are fine.

♥♥♥♥

21july'07 ; saturday.

went to study with marissaMEI in the afternoon.

then after that went to play pool. only played for awhile & the go off le.

headed to marissaMEI's house & went to vivo at night with her & her parents.

had swensens for dinner. then walk walk around & go home after that.

22july'07 ; sunday.

woke up early in the morning.

then went to school for don't know wad cool running project.

basically want to break don't know wad guiness record. was so tired lo.

weekends still got to go back school & wake up so early.

wanfong, jasmine, shaun, jianan, daryl & me went off early & went to amk hub to eat.

after eating, we girls & sockyong went to play pool.

headed home after that. was so tired.

just reached home not long & marissaMEI called me & ask me if i want to go out with her.

so i agreed with it.

went to bishan to buy shoe first. as my shoe spoil liao.

then went to city hall to look for dear.

he was so busy to talk to me. so went to bugis after that. walk around & headed to orchard.

then after that went to marissaMEI's mom workplace to wait

for her mom to finish work & we went for our dinner. was a late dinner.

then reached home at 10plus.

luckily tmr no need go school. if not sure very tired.

photos will be uploaded tmr. now too tired to upload those photo took today.

sigh- now so so moodless now. sigh-

byebye-

♥♥♥♥

today lessons were quite slack. first two period is POA.

din listen in class as kaizhow; my so call brother talk to me for two period.

then have two period of chinese.

teacher want us to go canteen & do some work as she need to see doctor.

after recess all students went to hall & have some performance.

dance performance were great.

had quite a lot of fun with huiru, wanfong, jieying. we all like kisiao like that.

after school went for art extra lesson & finally did something more(:

went home at 3plus & reached home at 4.

went to bath quickly, & headed to amk hub to meet up with

wanfong & sockyong. pierre, darryl, clara, valerie & aaron came after that.

went to kpool to play pool.no table & we waited for table to play pool.

was kinda bored. then 8plus went to have dinner & after dinner i headed home first.

gg to my lala land soon i think.

tmr gg to study with marissaMEI(:

byebyes-

♥♥♥♥

woke up at 6am! usually woke up at 5.30am. was so tired & reluctant to wake up.

then headed to school. was so tired that i fall asleep during morning assembly. ;x

then had lessons & blah blah blah.

during recess, they celebrate wanfong's birthday. i miss the fun! as i went up to the class late.

but anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANFONG! finally you are sixteen! lol.

after school went to eat & then went for english supplementry.

was so tired again. & fall asleep at the later part of english supplementry.

after english supplementry, went com lab with jieying & do chinese homework as tmr need to hand in & do abit of work for pe.

after that went to musics room with jieying & see the CO people having gathering. the attendance was so ''GOOD'' =.=

went home after that.

HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY!

weets- today is our one month anniversary! although did not celebrate

as i got school & he got work, but nevermind. hehee.

iloveyou x33s

with you, my life is now worth while(:

byes-

' YILING

♥♥♥♥

morning can't wake up. was so so tired. then had lessons & so on. after school had geography supplementry. after that went to eat with jieying, edmund & later on kaizhow, jianan, shaun came to join us.

after eating edmund, jianan & me went to art room to do our art. do for 1hour plus & headed home.

reached home lie on the bed & fall asleep straight.

missing hubby lots!

moodless! sigh- again, i'm so moodless.

byes-

' YILING

♥♥♥♥

went school as usual & school day were boring. no life!!
after school, had supplementry for POA & chemistry. manage to learn something from chemistry but was so pressurized! head pain sia.
after supplementry, rushed to my sister house to have tuition. so shag!
after tuition meet up with hubby. weets- its a last minute meet up! miss him hell lots!
went to watch moive - harry potter & the order of phoneix.
it was quite a nice show. i've watched every episode of harry potter but this episode was just alright only. but any show watched with hubby is all nice!
hehee. after movie, accompanied hubby to eat & he bought jeans. he accompanied me to wait for bus & go home after i board on bus.
love my hubby lots (:

nights all-
YILING

♥♥♥♥

went to school as usual. had lessons blah blah blah...
then after school went for social studies supplementry & had a 1 & a half hour of social studies test. & must at least 2pages then can accept.
i was so tired & while doing, keep falling asleep. buay tahan sia! regretted eating lunch. after eating makes me feel so much like sleeping.
finally hand up my paper after the last 5minutes. i wrote 2page plus of the test. so surprise, i wrote so much for social studies. but don't think will pass. my social studies never pass before ;x
after test, went amk central with wanfong, sockyong, jasmine. & saw selena. saw jiaxin too.
then went home at about 5plus. reached home at 6.

just simply 3more days to go. prelims in about 2weeks time & N level in about 1month time.
time really flies. day by day, it pass so fast. its like yesterday is still 1jan'07. but now, is already 16JULY'07. time really flies. & time don't wait for anyone.

off to do my homework.

tatas-

♥♥♥♥

14july'07 ; saturday.

met up with my precious darling; priscilla at far east & then went over to cineleisure to find joanne. then after that darling accompany me to go paragon to find my boy* to take my sim card from him cause its faulty. sigh- went to m1 service centre & they said my sister has to be there in order to change a new sim card.
then went back to told him about it & then darling & me went to meet up with joanne again. headed to lucky plaza to have our lunch; chicken rice(:
i din finish it cause i was so so full luh. then headed to far east walk walk. & darling went to cut her fringe. after that don't know wanna go where then decided to go cuppage for pool-ing. saw keesoon, jamesy & dinghuang there. after playing, we went to cine to see see & slack slack. went home at around 10plus. as i really don't feel like gg home. from cine i walk back to far east & take 132 home. was deciding want to go chong boon mac to find wanfong they all to study anot, but in the end decided not to go. so, i alight a few stops earlier & i walked home.
i was feeling so damn depress. really don't know wad's happening to me. i walked for almost 1hour plus. deardear keep on ask me to go home but i don't want. he is worries & kinda angry.
went home at 1plus & an annoymous guy approached me. talked to me & still say wad want drive me go walk walk. i was so scare & i walked off quickly. call up deardear & he scolded me for not wanting to go home early. sorry dear, to let you worry. sorry.
slept at 4plus as i was chatting on the phone with my darling; prscilla.

15july'07; sunday

woke up at 11plus & then watched tv & online. then called up marissaMEI wanted to ask her if she wants to go out study. but she at church so i decided to go study alone at the void deck around my house area. spent 4hours there & came back home at 5plus.
nearly cannot go home. cause i forgot to bring key & my parents, nephew went relative house. lucky my sister at home to open the door for me.
miss my boy hell lots now!

byebyes-
' YILING

♥♥♥♥

yesterday was too tired to update. so now i'm updating things about yesterday.

yesterday, friday the thirteen. was a damn bad luck day. sigh. after school, went home to get changed & then went to lavender mrt station go meet up with edwinKORKOR. as usual he was late again. he never failed to be late. then accompany him to beach road. he wanted to get boxer! haha. then after that, don't know where to go, so went bugis walk walk. then i din notice dear message me. the surrounding is very noisy. i only feel vibration when he called me the 3rd time. & i din reply his message. i answered his call & he ask me if i'm busy. i say no & he hang up my call. sigh. he is angry. we quarrel. after that me & edwinKORKOR went home. i din go home. wasn't in the mood. alight at tpy mrt station. sat down there messaging with him.
my first time, sitting all alone, crying. all his message reply was so hurtful & sarcastic. i cried!
call up my precious darling; priscilla. when she pick up the call, i cried more worst. then after that, i meet up with darling at far east. me & him alright le. no more quarrelling le.
thanks darling; for being by my side when i needed someone most. love priscilla, my only darling(:

gg to meet up with darling later on again. (:
sigh- how i wish he were now beside me. i miss him hell lots!
update again at night(:

byebyes-
' YILING

♥♥♥♥

went to school as usual. school life is boring. its equal to no life. after sku ended, went for english supplementry. had some fun there. then went amk hub with wanfong & saw sockyong & jasmine there. went to eat. in the end wanfong went off first as she is having bad headache. takecares ohs wanfong!
then went to walk around with sockyong & jasmine while waiting for alicia to come.
finally! she came & we went to MOS burger to study. was so tired after studying for a few hours.
then connie came. alicia & connie went for tuition & me headed home. reached home, online & stuff.

was feeling so moodless luh. sigh-

i'm feeling so so so stress! i sigh everytime i think of my english, prelims & N level.

i'm afraid that i can't pass my english, my N level! sigh- hate to think about the future.

it makes me so headache. but still have to think): wad if i can't pass my N level? am i gg to give up on studying? or continue in ite? i'm afraid that if i din get good grades, my parents will be disappointed.

& they will blame me for not studying well. sigh-

my head is so so pain! sigh- i'm so so stress!

no mood-
byebyes-
' YILING

♥♥♥♥

as usual went to sku early in the morning. was kinda moodless for the whole day. as knowing can't contact my boy* for the whole day as his prepaid card had no money.
then had lessons & so on. after sku went for geography supplementry. then suddenly, recieved a call from my boy* so shocked! quickly ran to the toilet to call him back again. although he accidentally call me by mistake but still can listen to his voice, brighten up my day. after that went for lunch with jieying & then went cheng san community centre to do homework. spent hours there but only do some of the physics work. ): don't know how to do quite a lot of questions.
reached home at about 7pm. went bath & stuff. continue with physics, try to do some of the question & manage to do some. but still left quite a number of question not done);
tmr gg to study with alicia & wanfong after supplementry.
STRESS+ HOMEWORK+ TUITION+ SUPPLEMENTRY= DEATH!

byebyes-
' YILING

♥♥♥♥

went to school as usual again. after school, went for trip at kranji; the war cemetry. although went there quite alot of times. but none of the time i really listen to wad the person says. today, i pay attention to the history there. & real life history is real sad. i nearly cried. those people who died are so noble! got the surrender document as sovienier. gonna keep it, its quite memorable.
had quite alot of fun there.
off to watch tv(:

byebyes-
' YILING

♥♥♥♥

stayed at home the whole day! do homework! haha.
miss my boy* hell lots!!!
nothing much to blog about.

byebyes-
' YILNG

♥♥♥♥

06 july ' 07 ; FRIDAY

went to sku in the morning. & then had POA for the first two lesson. which is equals to slacking. cause i hardly listen to lesson in POA. then had chinese lesson. do some composition. then after recess, physics teacher not here. so i went to do my art. was quite unhappy as someone who is not an art student, came into the room. someone from my class. as teacher said that not art student cannot come in. & teacher had already as her to go but she still sit down there. was so unhappy luh. then, after sku, went to have lunch with alicia & anna. i had chicken cutlet but did not finish it. first time eat western food never finish. then after eating, went amk hub walk walk & i headed home to change & meet marissaMEI at amk hub. then dear* went to amk ave4 there to cut & dye hair. i wanted to see him & see his new hair. so marissaMEI accompany me to go find him. dear* had a nice new hair colour. lol.
after that, he went to meet his friends. marissaMEI & me went to thomson medical centre to visit my mother. went there till about 7pm. headed to square two. as marissaMEI wanted to find a saloon which had cheap hair extension. then i wait for her to finish her extension. by then is 9plus le. we took train to amk & cabbed home.

07 july '07 ; SATURDAY

woke up at 8plus in the morning. can't really get to sleep. then msg dear* if he is a workplace already. & he said yes& will msg me later as he's busy. then about afternoon like that, went over to marissaMEI's house to meet her. then she went back to square two to cut her hair & headed to far east to meet up with my precious darling; priscilla.
but i wasn't in any mood for the whole day. as actually were meeting him after his work as he work paragon today. but last minute, he had to go to other outlet to help out.
was quite disappointed. about evening time, went to cuppage for pool-ing.
he still haven't msg me yet. from morning till evening, we only had 3msges.
i was so not in the mood luh. also don't know wad i'm playing when pool-ing lo. msg him no reply.
then after pool-ing. went to cine to slack. i kept thinking, wad if i saw him with other girls on the street? i think my heart won't be able to take it nor. but i told myself, i have trust in him!
then 9plus, i took train home. while walking to somerset mrt, he called me. finally!
he said his mom cut off his line, thats why he din contact me for the whole day.
felt very relieve. now, he's off to his lala land already. miss him hell lots can!
its kinda late le. 12.30am le. gg to my lala land soon!
070707 is not a good day!

dear, although i might have some doubt in you sometimes. but my trust in you is more than my doubt in you. i love you & i'll always do. my heart won't be able to take anymore lies. i know you won't lie to me cause i trust you. & i believe that you are different.

remember, i want to be your silly as long as i can be. i treasure the times we had. iloveyou dar-

19june'07 ; 12 more days to our 1month. wees-

byebyes-
' YILING

♥♥♥♥

went to sku in the morning. & then had maths for the first two lesson. as usual, mr gana was so funny doing stupid stuff. haha. then had pe. walked to bishan park. on the way to bishan park, saw a ~~caterpillar~~. i screamed! lol, i'm afraid of caterpillar cans!
had recess & lessons. after sku, me & alicia decided not to go for supplementry. my head was so damn pain. reached home, fall asleep immediately. but awhile wake up le. then actually last minute not meeting my boy* de, but in the end, we still meeting up! hehee. went over to paragon, his workplace to find him.
we walked here & there & then went to watch transformer! that show is so damn nice. its meaningful! its worth watching! really don't mind watching it again.
after movie is kinda late le. so we took mrt home. he sent me to amk mrt station & he went home le. hehee. had a great time with my boy* today(:
gg to visit my mom tmr at thomson medical centre. as she had a operation today but did not visit her today. sorry mom.
gg to my lala land soon. tired le.

byebyes-
' YILING

♥♥♥♥

as usual, woke up at 5.55am instead of 5.30am. was kinda tired. went to bath & stuff & then msg boy* wads he is doing. thought the played game throughout the night but he went home to sleep.
went to sku & had quite alot of fun with friends (;
then, end sku at 1.05pm as the sec 4 & 5s need not attend assembly. then had my first meal of the day.boy* finally wake up! & went to prepare for work. after that, went for POA remedial. didn't really listen during class but played com. lol. then went for chemistry remedial. had quite alot of fun too. lol.
after remedial, accompany jieying to buy flowers! as she need it for tmr's N level practical exams ( F&N) jiayou, jieying, huiru & all F&N students!
reached home at about 6plus. went bath straight away & then use com.
tmr i'm having my N level english oral. sigh- i'm nervous. ):
hope tmr will be easier. good luck to me(;
missing my boy hell lots.

byebyes-
'YILING

♥♥♥♥

morning woke up at 8am. then prepare for tuition. was the first to reached there. the tuition untill 12pm. & then cook something to eat. & continue for math tuition at 1pm. went home at 2plus & do nothing. so so bored!
missing my boy lots lots lots!

byebyes-
' YILING

♥♥♥♥

stayed at home the whole day. so bored!
tmr no school agains. as its YOUTH DAY (:

byebyes-
' YILING

♥♥♥♥

back from town(:
afternoon meet up with jieying & took bus to far east plaza. & we walked the whole far east & cant get any present for geraldine as its her birthday today( happy birthday gerladine! ). den we went to paragon, muji. then jieying bought pen. then we happily walked out of muji without paying for the pen jieying bought. lol. luckily haven't walk out the entrance. if not, so paiseh lo. jieying's reaction scares me! lucky no heart attack, if not sure go hospital. lol.
then headed to basement 1 to find my boy's working place. found him & then me & jieying went to buy a small cake for geraldine. then went to heeren bought somethings from action city & headed back to far east to meet up with geraldine they all to pass the present & sing birthday song. lol. the whole burger king is like we open like that, so paiseh luh. but i'm sure geraldine enjoys alot. den i leave early & went lido with dear. wanted to watch transformer but super duper long queue. decided to go cine leisure to see if there is any place for transformer. but none! all full. then went to plaza singapura. no tickets too! saded. den decided not to watch any movie. went long john silver to eat. saw elisa there. so coincidence sia. lol.
then, dear went to couple lab to see ring & got one pair. lol. although people might think its abit fast, but its kinda hard to explain this things.
then we headed to cine leisure to meet up with my precious darling; priscilla, michelle & etc.
accompany darling to eat & then walked back to plaza singapura to collect our rings. during the journey back to plaza singapura, have some ~~unhappiness~~ but its all solved! hehee.
after collecting the rings, we went to cathay & then sat down & chatted till 10plus & then headed home.
had so much fun with dear today. 19more days to one month!
its 1.33am now. gonna go sleep soon. hehee.

byebyes-

' YILING

♥♥♥♥