Was late for school today. As i didn't want to attend Pe lessons. School was still alright. As usual, boring? Lol.
After school had Chemistry supplementry. Ends at 3plus. Headed to PasaMalam with Jieying. Saw Nette at PasaMalam. Such a coincidence. Always bumped into her at Amk area. Lol.
Bought some food, walked around & then went to Amk hub, buy bubble tea & bused home. Slacked, bathed & dinner. Mom's sick, so didn't cook. But she helped me to buy Hokkein Prawn Noodle for dinner. Guess what? After bathing, i took 45minutes to finish one whole packet of it! Took real long to finish it. Was super duper full!
No school tmr. As it was labour day. But, no rest for me! As i got to wake up as early as 8am! ( Pouts! ) Got tuition in the morning tmr! Nothing much for me to blog now. Cause nothing special happens.
Goodbye.
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Baby, didn't receive any calls from you.
Numerous of questions flashed through my mind.
Finally, a call from you makes my day.
See you tmr! ;DDDDD
I love you.
♥♥♥♥
School hall's aircon is so cold! But when i'm out of the hall, it's freaking hot ok! Hate the weather this few days. It's freaking hot! Arrrrggggghhhh.
English paper 2 today, i'm gonna fail this paper badly! Because i've got no time to finish my summary! & my paper 1, the format of the report is wrong. Guess i am gg to fail this paper badly! ):
Chinese paper 1, not satisfied. Cause i think i wrote too short! For letter writing i only wrote two & a half page & for newspaper article i only wrote two full page. It's like so short luh.
After papers, went amk hub with
Sockyong, Wanfong, Penny, Geraldine, Clara & Pierre. Had Mos burger for lunch. Edmund & KeeSoon came along after that. Chatted awhile & then home sweet home. Reached home at 3plus. Slacked & i've finished colouring my art & finish my tuition homework already. Then tmr i can relax abit. No need rush homework for tuition on thursday morning.
Baby said that he's booking out tmr. Most probably will be meeting him tmr or thursday! :DDD
Thats all for now i guess.
Nights all.
My love, you're much missed.
♥♥♥♥
Was hesitating if i should blog or not. Haha.
Wanted to blog but there's nothing for me to blog! D:
Today's English paper one. Still alright but then think i got the format of the report wrong. ):
Social studies paper, totally sucks! Fail for sure i guess. Lol.
Chinese listening after social studies. Then home sweet home.
Another boring day just passed. & the weather is burning hot! I hate this kind of weather!
Arrrrggggghhhh @$#%#$^#$&%^&
Ending here now. Don't know what else to blog already. ):
My blog is so so DEAD!
♥♥♥♥
Let's say
WELCOME TO EXAMS!Although i only got to worry for my Combine Humanities, but..
I guess my results will still be as sucky like before!
Sigh.
Combine Humanities is so sucky!
Baby, i miss you.
♥♥♥♥
Freaking tired! Woke up at 8am when i slept at 1plus the previous night. ( Yawn! )
Got prepared & then off for tuition at Sengkang. I was the earliest. Waited for the other two untill i nearly fall asleep. Lol.
Both of them were late & i was told that there will be another student joining us.
Tuition started late & that another student is a guy.
Needless to say tuition ended late. Walked to Sengkang interchange with Marissa.
Bused to Amk hub & bought some food then home sweet home.
Reached home, slacked awhile & took a nap.
Think i'll be stopping here for now.
Gonna do my art now.
Byes!Yearning for your presence.
Guess i'm missing you real much,
even when i'm dreaming, i dreamt of you.
Realised that i really not use to it when you're not by my side,
not even a single sound from you.
I miss all the craziness, the fun we had.
Baby, I miss you.
You're the sweetest my dear.
♥♥♥♥
School today were quite boring. Woke up late but still manage to reach school on time. Met
Baby up at the bus stop as he wants to pass me some stuff. Then he accompanied me walked to the school( Thanks baby, thats sweet! ;DD ) then go home sleep again. Lessons today were still normal.
After school went for art. I was the last one to consult Mr Tan as all of them seems to have something on afterwards so i let them consult first. As i got nothing to do after that & that i've got plenty of time to spare. (:
Reached home & used com for awhile. Went for a nap for an hour or so.
Just finished my tuition homework. Tmr having tuition early in the morning. ( Pouts! )
I've got 4 drawings to finish colouring by next week. :'<
Anyway, think i'll post till here for today. I'm lazy to type already. Haha.
Byebyes-Happy 5th months anniversary, Baby.
A happy & sad occasion today.
Happy that we finally gone through our 5th months.
Sad that we won't be able to meet up for... long? Sigh-
Takecare when you're there.
I'm gonna miss you real lots.
I love you my dear.
♥♥♥♥
First two period is Pe. Teacher told us to do our warm up first before any games. We thought is doing push ups, stomach crunches & stuff. but no! He made us run around the school instead. It's tiring man!
Played baseball today. It's kind of boring initially but starts to get more & more fun gradually.
After that, physics lessons. Did experiment as usual, as it is a two period lesson.
Recess & then had geography. But had social studies instead.
Chinese lesson after that & then Maths.
After school went to big S11 with Jieying, Geraldine, Wanfong to have ban mian.
Home sweet home after that.
Just receive a good news from my mom. She says my eldest sister gave birth yesterday night.
Yeah! A new member in our family :DDD
Guess i'll update till now.
Byebyes-
With all the schoolwork, i'm suffocating!
I need some fresh air! Time is not enough for me!
Baby, I miss you.
♥♥♥♥
School today was quite free.
Only has 3 lessons. 2period of english & 1period of social studies.
The rest are free periods. Was having much fun in class. Lol.
& supplementry was cancelled as teacher was too tired due to the speech day last week.
So went home straight after school with
Jieying.
Reached home, get changed & met
Baby at 4pm.
Went to do my work &
Baby accompanied me.
( Thanks Baby! )At night, we had heart to heart talks. Chatted for hours & i love having heart to heart sessions with
Baby. Cause we will understand each other even more. (:
Thats all for now i think. A short post for today. As i'm dead beat now.
Byebyes-
♥♥♥♥
Speech day today. We were supposed to report to school by 820am instead of 725am.
So, before going to school, went to the coffee shop opposite school with Sockyong, wanfong & Jieying to have breakfast. Sockyong & I reached first. So walked to Wanfong's house downstair to wait for her. As usual, Jieying is late again. So, we start to eat first. I didn't eat as i don't feel like eating.
After eating, walked to school. Went up to hall, watched parade, listen to talks by principal & guests. All this nearly made me fall asleep.
It ends at 10plus. Thats very early!
Went home to get changed & then went to meet up with Baby.
Out with him for the whole day. Acutally got to go off at 5pm as i have tuition. But then, last minute tuition was cancelled. As teacher has something on.
So, reached home at 9pm.
& here am i blogging.
Think gonna stop here for now. :DD
Byebyes-
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOCKYONG!Seventeen years old already ohs.Sorry that i didn't show up at at your celebration outing even though my tuition was cancelled last minute. Wish you good luck in everything you do. & good luck for your O's level this year. CHEERS!Sigh- I'm feeling so stressed.
Everything seems to come altogether at once & time is not enough for me.
I feel like i'm heading to nowhere.
What the hell is happening to me?
My deadline for art is next week Thursday.
I haven't do much about it. Hasn't got any motivation to do art.
Whats wrong with me this year? Sigh-
I need motivation in this ( Please!)
& there's many more things which is like i'm heading to nowhere
& time is not enough!
At times i really feel that i'm such a failure in being a human.
I seems like failing in everything i do & nothing i do is right.
Oh god! I'm so negative. & i feel like i'm not being myself this few days.
I seems to change to another person which i don't even know it myself.
God! Whats happening to me!
♥♥♥♥
Been days since i last updated. Quite lazy to use computer recently.
Don't know why. Easily get tired recently.
Currently using my sister's laptop to update. She just bought this laptop yesterday. :DDD
Today went to Bishan with
Baby. Wanted to go to the library to do some work. But no space to sit as we were there too late. So went to some void decks at Bishan to do our work. Spent hours over there & then went to eat & slack.
A short day with
Baby today but it's still fun (:
Guess it will be a short post for today. :DD
Byebyes-I've got so much to say but..
I don't know how to put it in words.
♥♥♥♥
It's Health & Fitness week this week.
Yesterday has NAPFA test for all upper secondary girls.
I didn't knew it untill Huiru told me in the morning when i reach school hall.
I was shock! Teachers only put notices up on the walls along the corridoors. Wth!! Who will look at the walls while walking all the times?!
End up, i got to search for pe t-shirts high & low.
Thanks to
Alicia for the pe t-shirt &
Cheryl for the shorts.
Thanks girls! Love you two much!! :DD
As usual, failed my inclined pull up & standing broad jump. 2.4km not yet done. But fail for sure. Lol.
After NAPFA, went for tution as there's still time for it. Ends at 8pm & home sweet home after that. Dose off immediately after my meals. Seriously, i'm dead beat.
Today, school was normal. But don't know why today people around me seems to be so high/energetic. But i seems so moodless. Don't know why. Maybe is because of my tiredness. Maybe is because... ( I have no idea, really.)
After school had physics supplementry with Mr Prem. Then went for bridging lesson with Mr Ng. I'm so so tired!
Met up with
Baby after that. Meet up for hours & then home sweet home after that.
I'm so tired now. Got to stop here already.
Byebyes.
♥♥♥♥
Everything is not gg our ways.
Problems here & there.
Things seems to be getting from bad to worst.
Cry isn't the solution.
Yes, i got to be strong.
I got to learn to be strong.
There are more problems/obstacles in front.
Hoping that everything will be fine soon.
Soon... Real soon...
♥♥♥♥
It's 1am now. & i'm still here blogging. Can't sleep.
Missed tuition today. As i'm sick & feels so tired to wake up early.
End up, spent almost 4hours at MOS burger to do my homework with
Baby.
Baby has a very foul mood today. For no reason, but still he waited for almost 4hours with me. ( Thanks Baby! ) But my homework not yet finish. ):
Sigh-
Baby, i'm worried. You're scaring me today.
Thats all for today i think.
Although have the urge to blog but i don't know what to blog.
Byebyes-You guys claimed that i've changed.
I've asked, what you guys think of me now?
No reply from you. & then not even talking till now.
If this is what you all want, i've got no comment for it.
11years of sistership? Poof! Gone like that? I think so.
Because you guys can't accept that i've changed?
Because of this you guys don't even wanna talk?
I knew it even before you came to tell me that i've changed
I know you guys felt that i've changed.
Nothing could change the fact now.
I think, its really gone.
♥♥♥♥
Its been a week plus since i last blogged. I'm quite lazy to blog at times.
Been sick for the past 2weeks. Cough medicine! I hate it so so much! It taste so awful cans! Makes me wanna puke.
Things hasn't been gg my/our ways recently. Hope that it will change for the better soon.
Work load is increasing. Intensive supplementry, remedials & my own private tuitions. My brain gonna burst soon i guess.
Heard from teacher that there might be night classes in future. This school is a little extreme.
Although principal's intention is good, but it's a little too much for us.
Actually there's much more things for me to update now. But i don't know why, i'm dumbfounded now.
Sigh- Mood isn't very good.
Stopping for now.
Byebye.
♥♥♥♥
