Out with Baby today.
Caught -The X files. Not really nice ( thats what both Baby & me thinks. )
Walked from Bishan to Amk. & chatted alot. Hehee, our chit-chat sessions. Lol.
Parted with Baby at about 10plus.
Had a great day with Baby today.

Just now, Marissa asked me to read a blog of a girl whom her boyfriend died recently in army.
Read her blog & its freaking sad. Tears almost roll down my cheeks.
& after reading it, i felt that life is really unpredictable, really.
Your loved ones may be standing in front of you, joking happily with you at this moment.
Next moment, your loved ones may not have the chance to joke with you anymore.
We ought to really treasure, cherish our best friends, good friends, family, boyfriend, girlfriend & whoever is in your life.
We'll never know when they'll leave us.
& i really admire that girl for staying so freaking strong. ( Applause for her! )
If it was me, i really don't know what to do. I don't think i'll be as strong as her.

Guess i'm stopping her for now.
Nights.

HAPPY 8th MONTHS ANNIVERSARY BABY!

A rather tough month we had.
But i'm glad we made it through.
I love you & i've always do.
Never shall we part. <3333

Alright, i've just finish doing my homework & decides to spend a little time to update my blog.
It has been days since i last updated.
Didn't use computer for the past few days.
Things has been gg on well for Baby & me. & i'm really glad.
Just 2more days & it will be our 8th month anniversary.
I love you dear (:

Been so exhauted recently. Lack for rest, more pressure!
Tried my best to not fall asleep in class. & i realise that especially when it comes to English lesson, i tend to dose off. I have no idea why also.
Mom went for an eye operation today. Hope she's feeling better now. Though she didn't have to stay in hospital.
Guess my time now are mostly occupied by school, tuition & helping out at home to do some housework?
Sorry Baby, for spending less time with you. I promise i'll spent more time with you when i have time alright. Love you ;DDD

Well, guess i'll blogged till here.
Got to tug into bed, headache is killing me.
Goodbye.

After days since those unhappy things happened.
Everything is fine now.
Baby, I love you.
Cherish this chance & this relationship, will you?
You know what's my phobia & i'm really scare & felt insecure.
No more tears & sorrows.
Only smiles from now on, alright?
We'll only have happy memories from now on.
I love you.

Friends, no worries. I'm fine now.
Marissa ;
Thanks for your concern, sister. Everything is fine now.
Be there for you when you need me. Loves!

Priscilla ;
Really surprise that you actually tag me despite of what happen previously.
Anyway, thanks for your concern. Takecare. Though we aren't close now.

Beeyen ;
Laopo po, thanks for your concern & advices.
Remember, anything you can come to me. I'll be there for you.
I'm just numbers away. Just text/call me.

I'm so glad to have these friends. Though some aren't close with me already.
& of course, I'm glad to have Baby by my side.

I miss the time when we coincidentally bump into each other ever since we broke up that time.
I miss the time when you send me to work.
I miss the time when you fetch me back from work.
I miss the tme when you decides not to go to work as you know that i'm not feeling well.
I miss the tme when we spent late nights outside.
I miss the time when I sleep in your embrace.
I miss the time when you nag at me, asking me to takecare of myself.
I mss the time when we quarrelled but still fine in the end.
I miss the way you keep me from cold when i'm shivering.
I miss the way you looked at me.
I miss the way you hug me so closely to you.
I miss the way you sealed me with your kisses.
I miss.. I miss your everything.
There are too much things to mention that i miss.

Heartaches, tears & more tears.
I love you so much that i could tolerate anything more that i thought.
I love you so much that i could change for you.
But..
After 7months & 19days, things changed.
Friends are telling me that they envy us. Saying that both of us are so sweet.
But, in a blink of eyes, everything just changed.
I never expect this to happen.
I can't accept the fact. I don't know how to forget everything & continue.
I don't know, i really don't know.
Till now, i'm still shocked & stun.
Guess the old me will be back again.
No more smiles coming from the bottom of my heart.
I thought tears dried up.
But today, no matter when i'm bathing, lessons, when i'm beside you,tears dropped uncontrollably.
My heart hurts, it really hurts alot.
It left a deep wound in my heart which i don't know when it will be healed.

I left, not because i don't love you anymore.
You know why.
Boy, i'm still not over you.
I don't know if we will be continueing this story of ours or not.
But still, i love you.

School today was good. After school left school immediately already.
As my art teacher wasn't in school for our supplementry, so decided not to go for my art.
Bused to Amk hub & met Baby.
Had our lunch & then Baby accompany me to go back & get changed.
Baby waited for me & we bused to Bishan after that.
Both of us was so tired that we dose off in the bus. Reached bishan & headed over for bubble tea with pudding (:
Had fried ice-cream too. The fried ice-cream there is not bad oh.

Slacked around untill 4plus & Baby accompanied me to my sister's house.
I went for my tuition while baby waited for me to finish my tuition.
Tuition ends at 6pm. & met up with baby again.
Went to catch a movie - Hancock. Pretty nice show. Worth watching.
Cinema was freaking cold that i was shivering. Get out of J8 immediately after movie to get some warmth.
Baby said he wanted to eat McSpicy. So walked to Macdonald. But it was packed with human being! Lol. So trained back to Amk to have McSpicy.
After eating, accompained Baby to wait for cab & i bused home.
Great day today.Though my eyes was a little tired due to my contact lens.

Guess i'm stopping here for now. Starting to get tired already.
Nights.

Been days since i last update. Was tired & lazy. ;x
School today was normal. After school, Geography remedial.
& then chemistry remedial.
After that, rushed to bishan for tuition. Tuition at 5pm & i left school at 430pm. Luckily i'm not late for my tuition.
Met baby after that. Dinner at Pizzahut. ( Thanks baby.) Had a great dinner with baby today.
Walked around Bishan & baby accompanied me to wait for bus.
& we parted.

Suddenly felt so suffocating.
Will be having intensive math tuition every week. Which means, whenever my sister have time & i'm free from school, i'll be gg for math tuition.
My art, finish drawing on the canvas & i got to finish painting by 31 July. & i left with 21days to finish it. & i haven't even start painting. Oh, Freak! Hopefully i can finish by then. Or i shoudn't have say ''Hopefully''. Its a must & i have to finish it by then. I believe i can do it.
My other subjects, which i think i have lots of room for improvements.
Freaking hell, so much things to do & so little time for me. ):

Got to stop here for now.
Goodbye.

No school today.
Slacked at home the whole day.
Watched Hongkong drama- Heart of Greed. Really nice show.
Nothing much for today.
Spelled it B-O-R-E-D! ):

Goodbye.

Back from meeting Baby (:
Actually there was tuition today. But my tuition teacher last minute had something on, so tuition was cancelled.
Met Baby at 12plus.
Settled down at Mos burger. Intend to do homework, but end up i didn't do any. Ha!
Baby was hungry so went over to the market to eat. But it was packed like sardine.
So, decided to go other place to eat.
Saw Eugene working, so sat down & bought food from him. Only Baby ate as i was not hungry.
After that walked around & slacked.

In the late afternoon, Eugene called up & ask if we want to have pool session. So agreed & met him at Kpool.
8ft, played for an hour or so. Left at 7pm. Baby & i accompanied Eugene to walked back to his workplace. On the way, both of them keep shooting me. Evil! Lol.
Both Baby & me were hungry & Eugene asked us to try the western food from the stall he is working.
Thought for awhile & decided to try the food out.
I had Seafood Marinara & Baby had Chicken cutlet. The food there was nice ( two thumbs up!)
Had bubble tea after that & walked around Amk hub.

Around 8plus went to wait for bus. Accompanied Baby to YioChuKang interchange & then took bus back home.
Here am i blogging (:
No school tmr. As it was holiday for YouthDay. ;DD
Gonna rest at home for the whole day i guess.

Goodbye.

Alright, O level chinese oral today.
Freaking hell, can say goodbye to my distinction already. The question of the conversation is really unpredictable. I was so stun when i heard of the quesiton. Ok, enough of the oral. Makes me feel kind of down but forget it, its over.
After oral, baby said that he will be booking out late today. So, decided not to meet up & i bused home.
Reached home & slacked. Bathed & when i came out of my bath, everyone was out. Left me all alone at home.
At that point of time, i felt real down & lonely. I don't know why. Seems like everything isn't going well. & wanted so much to see Baby.
So, told baby & he call up. He asked if i want him to come over & accompany me. But i said i'll go amk to meet up with him instead. Quickly got changed & out to meet baby.
Headed over to Kpool. 9ft & then 8ft. 8ft is still much easier to play.
Played till 930pm & then we parted.

Got to tug into bed soon.
Goodnights.

Before i'm off to do my homework, just went to view one of my senior's blog. & saw this personality test.

Can give it a try.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

( Quite true! )

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Alright, really have to proceed to do my homework now.
Goodbye.
& I miss Baby much! (Pouts!)

No school today ;DD
All thanks to Toh LiPing ; last year's N level top student. Because she brought glory to the school, so principal had decided to declare today as holiday.
Yesterday, supplementry was cancelled. Due to the musical thingy.
Homed straight after school. Prepared & get changed, bused to Yio Chu Kang to wait for Baby.
Met up with Baby, cabbed over to Thomson Plaza. As he report lost of his atm card, so went to get a new one. Walked around Thomson Plaza & settled down at Kfc.
Then, bused back to amk hub. Caught movie - Wanted. Rated 3/5.
At first heard from some friends that it was a nice movie. Then view other friends blog & they says its not very nice. Its contridicting. So, after watching it, it's only so-so. To me, its rather confusing. But the tattoo was great. ( Although i don't really like tattoo that much )

After movie, walked around & then decided to play pool for awhile.
Headed to Kpool, no more 8ft. So played 9ft instead. Its been real long since i played 9ft. But lucky enough, i won for the first round (: Hehee.
After that, saw there's 8ft so quickly changed to 8ft.
Played till 11pm & then home sweet home.
Had a great day with baby (:

Having tuition later on at 4pm. Off to do my homework already.
Byeeeeee

LEE Yiling
Friends sing birthday songs to me on 1903.
PISCES
Da Qiao Primary School
Mayflower Secondary School
MFCO ;Da Ruan