I miss the time when you send me to work.
I miss the time when you fetch me back from work.
I miss the tme when you decides not to go to work as you know that i'm not feeling well.
I miss the tme when we spent late nights outside.
I miss the time when I sleep in your embrace.
I miss the time when you nag at me, asking me to takecare of myself.
I mss the time when we quarrelled but still fine in the end.
I miss the way you keep me from cold when i'm shivering.
I miss the way you looked at me.
I miss the way you hug me so closely to you.
I miss the way you sealed me with your kisses.
I miss.. I miss your everything.
There are too much things to mention that i miss.
Heartaches, tears & more tears.
I love you so much that i could tolerate anything more that i thought.
I love you so much that i could change for you.
But..
After 7months & 19days, things changed.
Friends are telling me that they envy us. Saying that both of us are so sweet.
But, in a blink of eyes, everything just changed.
I never expect this to happen.
I can't accept the fact. I don't know how to forget everything & continue.
I don't know, i really don't know.
Till now, i'm still shocked & stun.
Guess the old me will be back again.
No more smiles coming from the bottom of my heart.
I thought tears dried up.
But today, no matter when i'm bathing, lessons, when i'm beside you,tears dropped uncontrollably.
My heart hurts, it really hurts alot.
It left a deep wound in my heart which i don't know when it will be healed.
I left, not because i don't love you anymore.
You know why.
Boy, i'm still not over you.
I don't know if we will be continueing this story of ours or not.
But still, i love you.
PS : Don't bother to ask me what happen.
♥♥♥♥
